Life After You.

Chapter nineteen(:

Hello beauties(:

I know! A note! Lol I know I haven't had one in a while lol but this note is going to be very serious. So lets get started.

Okay so the first topic is on feedback. I need feedback. I need to know that people are reading! So not trying to ask for to much but I need ten votes and at least five comments on this chapter.

And on that note, it leads me to my next topic. After this chapter, there are only two or three left..... I KNOW. Don't kill me. And the number of chapters that are left depend on how much feedback I get.

And how much feedback I get also depends on if I should write a sequel.

Yes. Sequel.

So the future of this story all depends on the feedback I get from you guys. So all of the pressure is on your shoulders.

I love this book to death.

At the end of the last chapter (or epilogue. Depending on if there will be a sequel) I will tell you some secrets I've been holding back through out this whole book!

So please give me feedback, I'm practically begging you guys....

Actually now that I think about it, I am begging :P lol

So please remember you love me and this book and don't let Nic's and Josh's love die. Okay. That it. So now the chapter will start.

Chapter Nineteen

xoxo

Keagann<3

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His eyes were so blue. Bluer then I remember or ever thought possible. They were so bright, full of life. Two weeks ago, I thought I'd never see them again. Never see how beautiful they are. So now I'm going to cherish them always. Everytime I look at him, i'll take it as a gift.

I know I'm only sixteen, but I think I want to spend the rest of my life with this boy. He gets me. He gets that I'm crazy and insecure and rediculous and he still wants to be with me. I started to feel the tears whell up in my eyes as I leans forward and pressed his hand to my lips before whispering:

"Hey baby."

He looked at me for a minute. Taking me in probably before saying:

"Hey."

His voice was hourse and scratchy. Deeper then I remember. Another thing I'm taking as a gift from god. His face was looking a little scruffy, more rough and manly, not as cute and boyish. I'll make sure he doesn't shave more often, I like this look on him. His parents had left a little while ago to find something to eat, so it was just the two of us.

"I've missed you," I say quietly.

He smiled slightly, seeing the tears starting to whell up.

"What day is it?"

"April second baby."

"So I haven't missed your birthday," he said, letting out a sigh of relief as tear rolled down his cheeks.

"Ohh I love you," I said leaning over and kissing his cheek. Tasting his salty tears and feeling his stubble on my lips. I moved my face only millimeters away from his before he said huskily:

"I love you too."

Before I knew it, his lips were on and off mine so quick I barely realised they were there in the first place. I looked deeply into his eyes, never wanting to look away. I havent felt his lips on mine in what seemed like forever and I never want them to leave.