Dear Diary,
... Yup guys, I'm writing a Diary...
You maybe wondering what happened four weeks ago, when Jael called me and told me her BAD NEWS. Well it's a pretty tough thing to say in words so that's why I'm going to write it... Why did Aksel got to die from all the persons in my life, why him, I can't bear with any of this. He was one of the most precious people in my life. Last Wednesday I went to his funeral, all I wanted to do is scream and cry but I tried to keep calm because there were a lot of my.... his friends there... My mum didn't come because she had work in the morning, I was devastated when she told me because I really wanted her to attend the funeral. All I wanted to do after the funeral was curl up in a ball, on my bed, under my sheets and start to cry till my eyes fall out. I was also devastated because my dad had left my mom... come on Ema say it, oops I didn't say what my name was, right ? Anyways dad and mom took a divorce, I'm not saying that I'm happy about it but I I'm glad dad left the house. All he does is smoke and argue with mom...
My life isn't perfect but I don't hate it, I've got a mom that loves me, a grandma who takes care of me and friends that never let me down. Wow... time does fly, I've been writing for almost an hour.
So... what I didn't tell you is how Aksel died... I hope you don't cry easily... so what Aksel was doing was that he was at work, he works at a circus where he helps out with feeding the animals. Basically he was feeding the tigers and he stepped on one of their tails.... you know the rest, I still can't believe it...
I haven't been attending school for 3 weeks with the big shock that Aksel's death gave me, I'm feeling sad for him, I could imagine how his mother might be feeling... spending every minute of every day thinking about him. I hope wherever he is he can look over us and pray for us and our lives so we could keep on moving and never... give... up...
