One Direction Preferences/Imagines

INSTAGRAM IMAGINES #8 Harry imagine for @5secondsofniallandashton

Now you were standing there right in front of me

I hold on it's getting harder to breathe

All of a sudden these lights are blinding me

I never noticed how bright they would be

“She’s gone, gone forever. I can’t get my baby girl back, my life, my love, she’s gone.” I sobbed out loud, knowing no one would hear me. I miss her so much, she passed away in a fatal accident and I wasn’t there to save her. I feel like a failure, I let her down, the one person that counted on me most. And now, because of me, she’s gone. I don’t know how much more of this I can take.

I saw in the corner there is a photograph.

No doubt in my mind it's a picture of you

It lies there alone in its bed of broken glass

This bed was never made for two

I glanced around our bedroom, I left her side of the room exactly the way it was, not a thing out of place. I still have her scent on my shirts she wore. I never wash them because then the scent would be gone from them. I miss her so much. Once I finally stopped crying, I walked to the kitchen to get a soda. I went to the living room and sat on the couch quietly.

I promised one day that I'd bring you back a star

I caught one and it burned a hole in my hand, oh

Seems like these days I watch you from afar

Just trying to make you understand I'll keep my eyes wide open.

I just started thinking of all the promises I made her before she died, and I never fulfilled her wishes, I’m definitely a failure. I went to the kitchen and into a drawer and pulled out her bucket list, I read every wish carefully and crossed out the ones we did, which wasn’t many. I started sobbing at the last one, it read,

10. "Get married and have kids with Harry<3”

Now I couldn’t experience that with her. I want to be with her again, this is so horrible for anyone to experience. I will be with her again, no matter what it takes… Then suddenly an idea hit me.

Don't let me

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of feeling alone

Don't let me

Don't let me go

'Cause I'm tired of sleeping alone

I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of sleeping pills in the cabinet. “Baby girl, I’m coming for you!” I shouted. I took 10 pills, and I laid down on our bed. I kissed her picture one last time, I felt myself getting tired quickly. I left a note and it said,

“I love everyone who loved me, especially Directioners. Take care! Lots of love, Harry”

I closed my eyes and started slipping away from the world as I knew it. I was going to be with her again. Goodnight everyone, forever. I was finally gonna be with my girl again, forever and on.