This Is Messed Up...(sequel to Which One?)

Chapter 4

Outfit:

Today is finally the day of the concert. We have been working so hard to get this done, I feel so happy about this. I have a feeling this is going to go great. I quickly head into my dressing room letting the makeup artist do their thing as others did my hair. After the finish I change into my dress and put over it  a leather jacket and some black pumps. One of the ladies passes me my jewelry and I put it all on. I get sent into a room where we will all wait till the show goes on. I walk in opening the big silver door seeing Amy dressed in...

She had her hair done in a cute messy bun with some gold earrings.
"Hey!" She got up hugging me.
"Hey! You ready?" I say sitting next to her.
"I'm excited but at the same time scared, I love this feeling though, knowing many people came to see me because of my talents. I don't know it's just great." She smiles happily. Just as she finished talking the boys all walk in together. They were wearing.....

"Hey! Who's ready!" Niall yells jumping on one of sofas as we all laughed. Liam sat next to Niall and Louis next to me. Harry was leaning against the wall to where Niall and Liam were sitting. I look up at Harry seeing him smiling at me. He motions me to follow him and starts to walk off.
"I'll be back." I tell Amy as I walk out. I go down the long hallway seeing him turn to the right.
"Harold can you wait ten seconds for me!" I yell hearing him laugh. I miss his laugh. I start to run in yes...heels.
"I'm going to kill you for this." I yell. I start to walk again a turn seeing him just laughing his ass off on the floor.
"Not funny." I say taking a breath.
"Alright I'm sorry." He laughed
"What happened?" I say finally breathing right.
"Oh yea, ok. Now I know you don't want talk about what happened but please just listen to me cause honestly I have so many things I need to say to you and I swear I'm not going to waste your time. So please...please just listen to me." He begged.
"Ok." I say simply.
"Zoey please you don't understand I-" he looked at me confused as I smiled at him. "Wait you said yes?"
"Yea, I mean what's the worst that can happen?" I shrug.
"Ok, well how about we sit on the floor cause this is going to take a while."
"Ok, but we have thirty minutes till the show so..."
"Ok got it." He takes a deep breathe and starts to talk. "So I know that the way we stopped talking was at the hotel...when you left. And I truly feel sorry. I feel like it's my fault for not trying harder for us. I know you are probably in a strong relationship with someone, I mean look at you! Your even more beautiful then you were two years ago." I smile at him feeling my cheeks turning red. Sorry but still single opps. "Zoey what I'm trying to say is, I want to keep our past in the past. I don't want it to effect us now. I want us to start fresh."
"Harry, you understand my past is One Direction, the girls, my mom and dad right?" I interrupted him. He stayed quite for a minute.
"Oh." He said looking down as his eyes got shiny from tears.
"Harry." I whispered as he kept
Looking down.
"Hmm?" He answered quietly.
"Harry, I want to keep talking to you and all the lads and all the girls. But I don't want the same thing to happen to us again. I feel like we need to stay friends and keep it that way. Your dating Kendall aren't you?" I try to reason.
"What? No!" He laughed. "That bitch kept telling the paps we were dating but I told her she was just a friend." He sighed as he pushed his hair out of his face.
(Harry's P.O.V)
I smile at her knowing she still cared her eyes just light up. I'm trying to stay cheerful but it's hard, I love her more then anything and she wants to stay friends
(Zoey's P.O.V)
"Oh." I laughed. "Well that's not awkward at all for her."
"Well I mean I have already been asked if we're going out and I said no." We start to get up knowing we had to do some more things before the show.
"Wow your so nice." I say sarcastically.
"I know." He laughed. "So who are you dating?" He hip bumped me as he wiggled his eyebrows.
"HAH! Me? Yea no I'm single." I laughed.
"What? No your lying!"
"Nah, the only dudes I talk to a lot and are really close to me is this guy from the Starbucks near my work named Emit, then Brian, Conner and Zack." I smile knowing there the only guys from New York who I knew that don't think of me as 'the famous girl'.
"Emit? Zack? Conner? Who are they?"
"Emit and I started to talk the day I recorded the cover for Sorry. Zack is a guy from the gaming company I work at he's so adorable, he looks like a five year old honestly. And Conner is this guy from a dance class I do." I laugh.
"So you did go with gaming at the end! Nice! And you dance that's awesome!"
"Yea I love it it's like playing a game instead of working. And the dancing it more of a hobby of mine but it's perfect cause I still get paid.
"Do you have any videos?" He asked as we walked in and say at the bar stools in the corner.
"We posted a video of our whole dance group a while ago and we have already a new one. But umm..." I laugh lightly. "It's more like I guess a music video? It was me and this dude."
"Oh ok I get it." He smiles at me. Why are his dimples so cute? I take out my phone to show him.

"Woah!" I look up seeing all the boys and Amy were behind us watching the video.
"Opps...too loud?" Louis smiles cheekily.
"That was awesome!" Liam high fives me. I start to laugh feeling kind of like the center of a attention. I hate being the person everyone looks at but that has never stopped me from doing what I love.
"Who's the dude?" Amy says wiggle her eyebrows.
"He's from dance, Conner remember him?"
"Nope but now I have to get his number!" She laughs.
"Damn I didn't know you could move!" Niall says
"Ok ok I get it I'm good can we move on?"
"Alright alright! How about we go sneak up on some of the early fans?" Harry says.
"YES!" We all yell.
🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸🔸
It was finally time for the show. I was going to head on stage first.
"Zoey! Come on your up!" The stage manager tells me. I get passed my ear plugs and the microphone. I walk to this little pass way that is under the stage
"Hello?" I say but still don't come up. I hear everyone start to settle down looking around for where I am. "Is anyone there?" I say again as I see through the the screen people looking around. I'm actually going to be coming up to the middle of the stage from this elevator thingy. "I hear people but I can't see? Why is it so dark?" Just like how we rehearsed I come up and look around smiling. "There you are!" I pick a random person from the crowd.
"Me?" The light pink haired girl says smiling like she just saw a unicorn.
"Yes you! I've been looking for you!" I say over all the yelling. "Now I have a feeling we need to start the show don't you?" I say walking around the stage.
"Yes!" Everyone yells.
"Perfect!"

I finish up the sing hearing yelling whistling and so much more loud screams.
"Who says maybe one more song?" I laugh as everyone yells.
"Here we go then!"

(Ignore the beginning)

After I finish singing I start to smiling having the feeling I get when I perform. I feel important knowing. I'm someone's idol or even that someone liked my performance.
"Thank you everyone I love you all!" I blow a kiss. "Really quickly before I leave, yell as loud as you can if you know....ONE DIRECTION!" From every single side of me there were yells...no more then just yelling screeching of all the girls and boys screaming as high as they could. One by one doing the weirdest thing possible the lads came out.
"NIALL KISS ME!"
"HARRY MARRY ME!"
"LOUIS BE MY HERO!"
"TAKE ME WITH YOU LIAM!"
"I LOVE YOU!" Damn these girls go crazy!
"Hello my loves! How are you today?" Harry starts off as they all get to where they need to be.
"I have a feeling they are a little too excited don't you thing?" Liam asks me.
"Maybe just a little." I agree
"Let's do this, if you can stay quite enough and hear us whispering to each other we will give you all one white t-shirt with all our names on the back! Signed by hand!" Louis says as all the girls yell.
"Quite!" Niall says playfully. Everyone start to be dead quite. We all start to whisper to each other still using the microphone. After a good two minutes we all start to burst out laughing. The fans obviously couldn't keep quite after that and started yelling once again.
"Alright I think they earned it!" I start to say. "Now come on boys there here for your beautiful voices! Don't we all agree!" I say laughing as everyone in the crowd screamed. I start to walk off as they get ready to sing.