This Is Messed Up...(sequel to Which One?)

Chapter 13

(Sarah's P.O.V)
Today the boys, Amy, and Zoey are going back on tour. Amy had left last night after saying bye to go visit a friend who lived in Philadelphia. The girls and I had planned to take them out for dinner then were heading over to a good bye party we made, it's going to be small but good enough so they still have fun. . We invited many of there friends and famous people. Were going to have it at a hotel near the airport so they don't have to drive back to the beach house. It's currently six in the morning, I'm getting ready so the girls and I can grab everything we need for the party.
(Harry's P.O.V)
I wake up feeling a warm body hugging me. I open my eyes slowly seeing Zoey fast asleep as she hugged me with one hand and the other on her chest. Last night was amazing after the heated kiss we looked at each other and laughed, it's was weird but perfect. We listened to music, ate sandwiches, and cake with strawberries as we talked all night. It's was perfect, I couldn't have asked for anything more. She told me more about her past with her mom and dad as I told her about my parents and sister.
"What time is it?" I turn my head quickly seeing Zoey start to stretch and sit up. I grab my phone and check the time.
"6:50." I tell her as I sit up as well.
"We should go home."
"But I'm fine here." I whine
"Too bad we leave today remember." She sighed as she got up.
"Oh yea...can't we just stay one more hour?" I make puppy eyes as she laughed.
"No come on." She tries to pull me up but only for me to pull her down with me."
"You don't want to stay here with me? We can cuddle." I hug her tightly.
"No, now let's go, how far away is the beach house?"
"About two hours." I finally get up and we start to clean up.
"You can sleep in the car, I'm driving."
"What? No! I am."
"What? I can't understand baby language." She smirked.
"You don't have the keys." I cross my arms. "There in my front pocket baby." I smirk patting the keys.
"Asshole." She roles her eyes. "Give them to me so I can put the stuff in the car since you have to take down all the lights anyways." I know she's playing me but I do need to grab all the lights.
"Grab them." I smile
"Harry!" She sighed
"What? You want the keys, grab them." I smile
"Fuck you."
"There right here next to my-"
"Harry! Your gross." She stopped me from finishing my sentence.
"Fine you big baby but only turn on the car ok?"I take out the keys.
"Maybe." She grabs the keys but I don't let go.
"Zoey." I grab the keys tighter as she tried to pull them only making her lean into me. I grab onto her waist pulling her so close that our noses brushed together.
"Ok fine." I finally let go as she walked away with the stuff. I turn to see her walk away and her let me say that ass though!
(Zoey's P.O.V)
Last night was the best, I can't stop thinking about that kiss. It was great, There were sparks. I wanted to keep kissing him all night but I had to stop myself. Then this morning his raspy voice and him acting all cute, I swear he wants to kill me. I need to move on, even though I really like Harry. It would never work out. There's something about him that would break me and I know that I would break him. It's sad really, because I could see Harry and I one day having kids or living together away from all the cameras, getting old together...just us happy. But life has other plans for us. I put all the stuff in the car and go back to help Harry.
"Zoey!" I see Harry climbing down a tree. "Catch!" He yells before throwing some lights. I quickly grab them as he starts to finish up the last lights.
"Don't your hands hurt Spider-Man?"
"Just a little but oh well." He start to dust off his hands. I grab one of his arms gently wanting to see and he pulls away.
"Harry." I warn him.
"I'm fine Zoey." He walks away annoyed.
"I just want to see."
"Well I told you I'm fucking fine." He raises his voice.
"Well you don't have to get so fucking bossy." I roll my eyes.
"Can we leave? We have everything." He starts to walk to the car.
"Whatever." I walk slowly behind him. Just as we get to the car he stops in front of me.
"I don't want to fight, just stop asking to see my hands. Ok? I'm fine." He smiles.
"I won't ask." I cross my arms and get into the car. I am mad and I have a right, how is it that one minute he wants hug me and kiss me then the next yells at me like I'm shit? He gets in the driver side as I stare out the window since my phone had died.
"You can charge your phone."
"Where's you charger?" He points to it and I plug it in then look back out the window.
"Zoey please don't be mad." He says quietly.
"How do you want me to be?" I face him. "Your all happy one second then angry the next. You changed with me and I fucking hate it, I didn't do anything to you. Why is it bad for me to care? I was only trying to help and all you do is push me away. And last night don't get me started!" I yell before tears came running down my face. "You got mad because I hung out with Liam then you take me out and kiss me like I'm your world, listen to me like I'm the only person who is alive and then treat me like shit all over again! You getting me so fucking confused! I can't tell if I want to stay in your arms or move the fuck on because your not even helping me!" I cry. "It's so fucking frustrating and you don't even notice."
"Zoey-"
"Just drive." I stop him. I stare out the window cleaning up my tears that kept falling. He just doesn't understand how hard it is for me to feel loved. He doesn't understand the way I was raised wasn't being loved. Its hard for me to deal with heartbreaks...it takes me forever to forget. I don't want to break if it's not going to be worth it.
(Hour later)
(Harry's P.O.V)
We were sitting in the car in silence. I hate this, I've hurt her because she hurt me. But I didn't mean to, when she left I changed, I became a whole different person. A dick really, I changed because I thought I would be able to forget her. She tells me she doesn't know what to do like I don't understand, I was there, I broke down started to drink, and cried myself to sleep because I knew I let her walk off. We could been happy together but now there's many things in the way of ever letting us. The record studios and managers, the fear of it all not being worth anything, her not wanting me anymore, and falling too hard that we can't get back up.
"Are you hungry?" I ask breaking the silence.
"No."
"I'm stopping where do you want to eat?"
"I'm not hungry."
"Just answer the question." I try to not angry.
"Whatever you want." I take in a deep breath and drive to a close Starbucks. I quickly park and turn off the car. I run over to her side opening the door as she grabbed her phone that had been charging. "Thanks." She says as I shut the door behind her.
"We got paparazzi." I warn her as we walk in.
"Well that's beautiful." She sighs. We stand in line waiting for our turn. We quickly grab a drink and something to eat for To Go and try to head back to the car.
"Harry! Zoey! Over here!" They all yelled. "Are you guys together? When's the wedding? Are you cheating on Harry with Niall?" One of them yell. That got me pissed. I grab her hand tightly as we were walking into the car. I open the door for her ignoring all the questions.
(Zoey's P.O.V)
I sat in the car kind of...scared? I don't know. I'm in shock almost. Harry climbs into the car as he started to drive off. I had the drinks when we left and he had the food. He looked beyond pissed, his face was getting really red as his eyes turn a dark green. Something I've never seen. He throws the bag of food to the back seat as I sat there quietly not wanting to get him more pissed.
"Why would they think your going out with Niall?" He asked furious.
"I don't know."
"Well they have to have a reason, when is the last time you guys hung out?"
"Why?" I ask suddenly annoyed. Why does he care?
"Just answer the fucking question!" He bangs his hand on the steering wheel.
"Once before we left for the tour." I answer angry. "Don't tell me you believe the fucking paparazzi!"
"I never said that so stop putting shit in your fucking head." 
"Fuck you Harry and I thought you were different." I shake my head. "You honestly think I would do that to Sarah?"
"I never said you were really going out with him." He calms. "It was just a question."
"Well your fucking 'question' was shit." I huff as we drove.
"We can't keep fighting."
"I'm not doing anything! Your getting mad because I want to make sure your ok and then you think I would hurt Sarah by going out with Niall?"
"I never said you were."
"You obviously were trying to."
"God Damn it Zoey!" he yells parking on the side of the rode. "Zoey you don't fucking understand! I'm scared that your going to leave me again...I didn't do anything to stop you Zoey. I feel guilt. Fucking guilt because all I did was try to call you over and over and cry myself to sleep or try to forget you left." At this point he was crying. "Zoey you don't understand...I was broken, and then to see you again and know you met other guys and your trying to get to know the lads makes me think your getting over me. I'm not ready for that...I've fallen too much to let you hurt me this way." I look at him trying to read him, thinking of what to do. "Zoey please say something." He looks at me worried. I don't know what to do, half of me want to just kiss him and the other half wants to say I need to move on. "Please Zoey your scaring me." His eyes start to tear up again.
"I'm not moving on Harry, I'm just...lost. I want to be happy by your side, but I feel like it would be a mistake." I answer honestly.
"How will you know it's a mistake if you don't try?"
"That's the thing, I don't want to risk breaking."
"Sometimes its worth it." He smiles. I look at his beautiful sad eyes as I smile back. If I fought for him before why can't I do it again? Instantly I kiss him hungrily wanting the kiss to last forever. He pulls onto my waist trying to pull me closely but having the armrest in the way making me laugh.
"Sorry." I lean in my seat laughing. "It was just funny."
"What?" He smiled at me.
"That the armrest was in the way." I smile before sitting down right and putting my seatbelt on.
"Let's go home." he starts the car again and drives off. He had one hand one the wheel and the other trying to signal me to hold his hand as he laid it open on the armrest. I pretend to not notice to see what he would do. "Zoey." He sighed watching the rode.
"Hmm?"
"let me see your hand." I give him one hand and he quickly intertwines our fingers. "Thank you."
(Sarah's P.O.V)
The girls and I have gotten the staff at the hotel were having the party a list of people who are coming and what things we need. We're only waiting for Zoey and Harry to come back home so we can head off to the mall. The lads had gone off to play tennis somewhere. I told them to be back by four or we would leave without them.
"Are you guys ready?" I ask as they finished putting on make up or their shoes.
"Wait, were going to the mall I can't look ugly." Ashely complained. This girl.
"Well we need to be ready so Zoey can just change and we can leave."
"Have you texted her?" Emily asked putting on her last sneaker.
"No, I don't even know where she is."
"She should be here soon right?" Ashely asked.
"I hope so." We hear the door from downstairs close as we had just finished getting ready.
"Finally!" Emily sighs as we make our way downstairs. We stop at the stairwell seeing as Harry and Zoey were talking quietly. He had one hand on her hip as both her hands we folded on top of her chest. She was smiling the way she used to when they were together.
"You think they got back together?" Ashely whispered.
"Don't know." I shrugged as we watched. Like if they had heard us he leaned in and kissed her cheek. Right away we all slowly and quietly head back to my room. We all start to freak out when the door finally was closed.
"She better tell us everything." Emily pointed as she smiled.
"She doesn't have a choice." Ashely laughed. Soon the door opened and Zoey walked in. Right away we went running to her.
"Go change quick were going out." We push her into the closet.
"Well hello to you guys too." She laughed. "Where we going?"
"The mall, we're going out for dinner at a sort of fancy restaurant." I said as she changed. She came out of the closet wearing grey joggers and a black t-shirt with black Pumas in her hand. She fixed her hair into a bun and put her shoes on.
"Let's go." Zoey grabbed her bag and phone as we walked downstairs. Zoey had called driving claiming she was in the mood to drive. We took a dark green Jeep and drove off to the mall.
"So?" Emily finally brought up the topic of Harry. "What happened with Harry?"
"We heard you guys had a little date!" Ashely adds in. Right away Zoey smiled as she focused on the road.
"Awww!" We all yelled as she laughed.
"So tell us! All the details!" I say as she smiles again.
(Zoey's P.O.V)
I told them every little thing that had happened on our way here as I drove to the mall.
"So you guys are going out again?" Sarah asked.
"No, I told him I'm confused I don't know what I want but I want to try again." I park the car. "When we got home he told me that he was going to do whatever it took to make me stay with him and well...kissed my cheek." I shrug as they all start to yell.
"We need to get you a dress that's going to make him slobber everywhere and fall to his knees." Emily claps her hands.
"Your weird." I laugh as we walk into a store.
"Ok, mission find a hot sexy dresses that we can wear!" Sarah says as we all look around showing each other dresses and trying them on.
"Try this!" I tell Sarah passing her a beautiful short dress.
"Thanks love! Put this one on." She hands me a dress as well. By the end of the shopping time it had already been two o'clock. Quickly we head home to get ready for the dinner.
(Niall's P.O.V)
"Lads, we should get going. Were supposed to be home by four remember." I start to pack up my tennis equipment.
"We should get them something, maybe if were late they'll forgive us?" Liam asked still playing with Louis.
"How about we leave now and then we don't have to get them mad." I try to make them come.
"Alright were going mum." Louis sighs as they started to pack.
"Guys hurry up we got girls!" I yell as they panic and grab all their things and run to the car. Thankfully I had opened the car before I saw them. I quickly open one door to the back of the car and we all get in from there.
"Next time we leave when I say." I take a deep breath.
"Got that right." Louis laughs as he got into the driver seat and Liam sat in the passenger. Being in the back, I take out my phone and text Sarah as we drive off with fans running to the car.