(Zoey's P.O.V)
I looked at him feeling disgusted with myself. I've only hurt him...I knew this day would come.
"Zoey...what happened?" He holds my hand as we sat on the floor.
"You...your going to hate me." I sigh trying to hold in the tears.
"I would never be able to." He tries to make me feel better.
"That's thing Harry, your going to want nothing with me because your going to feel disgusted with me." I sigh. "It started when I was sixteen." I pause looking into his beautiful green orbs. He's never going to want to be near me again. "I met Theo, he was sweet to me at first but he wanted a quick relationship, he wanted me to move in the him, to marry him, to have kids with him." I look at Harry carefully as he started to turn red. "I didn't want any of that so I left him. He got mad called me a slut a whore...someone who only wanted money-"
"Zoey stop." He pleads. "Don't do this if you don't want to."
"That's the thing...I should have told you before. You deserve to know if you want us to even try after this."
"Like I told you, I'm not leaving you." I only nod as I struggle to keep the tears.
"I meet Ryan a year later, they were close apparently. He was sweet, caring, and really listened to me at first, I thought he really cared for me. One night he came home drunk and tried to...rape me. He had a cigarette with him the whole time. He..." I take a deep breath as I started to pull one side of my dress down.
"Zoey what are you doing?" Harry asked concerned.
"Just...look." I point to a burn on the very bottom part of my boob. You can never see it from the place he burned me unless I showed you.
"Zoey." He cried as I pulled the dress back up. "Please baby, I'm here for you. I would never leave you for that."
"That's not it." I let the tears fall. This is the worse part. "I let him do this to me because I was scared. After a couple days later he told me to do as he told when we got into a car." I look up at Harry as he tried to stay strong. Tears were falling from both our faces now. "He took me to this...place...I can't explain it. But there, the guys always tried to touch me, everyday he said they weren't going to get to close because that was his...he told me if I ever said anything to anyone he would kill my mom." I cry feeling ashamed and humiliated for being the person I am. "So I went on like that...for about a year and a half. Then he dumped me for another girl and I felt happy, but my mom was still drinking because she knew what was happening to me. Once I got enough money to move, I told my mom I'm going to live with my dad. She had changed with me, she would go out with many guys drink more and tell me it was because she was horrible mother...she wouldn't work because she said the guys she dates have money, I was sick of the life so I started fresh again." I sigh feeling a weight come off my shoulders. I look into Harry's eyes seeing hurt...anger...confusion. All he did was pull me into a hug whispering in ear, "I'm so sorry baby girl...I'm so so so sorry. Please baby don't be sad." He whispered as I cried. "I'm not going to leave."
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I know this is short but I got things to do today and thought a small update never hurts! Love you all PLEASE vote/comment what you think. Tell me what you think is going happen after some time with them! You think he gonna stay with her???- Jackie💚
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