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That's Life!

Life is a blessing for the dead and a curse to the living. It always supplies numerous emotions to feel and various aches to endure. It pleases us for a moment and tests us after gradually. It is filled with heartbreaking circumstances. It gives us so much reason to give up. The impulsive changes, endless griefs, inescapable downfalls and never-ending strife, they often fuse up together and try to make our life miserable.

The most unbearable thing about life is that it gives us time-wasting regret. And us, the sometimes fool us, accept them, unaware of where these remorse would lead us. Life makes us want to think of many possibilities especially as it portrays the ideal life through the lives of our prosperous neighbors. It makes us think of a better tomorrow if ever we've tried to trace the other paths. It makes us dwell in those destructive 'what ifs' that makes our complicated life more chaotic.

Then, conscience takes over us, conscience towards our friends, family and the people who were affected by our faults. And we let this guilt swallow us. Swallow our whole being. We let it swallow us with shame and the disappointments of not having things the other way around. This leads us to more complex contemplations, to more inexplicable emotions and to more throbbing possibilities.

And we don't know what to do anymore. We are lost, completely lost. It was out of our expectations that we'll go astray in the middle of this maze because we were so confident and ignorant of where our acts and decisions will take us. And now we are off course.

However, life told us not to be unhopeful. It is up to us if we want to go back to the track we desired or stay lost in that hopeless labyrinth. After giving us so many struggles, life is there again, giving chances and choices. And if we choose not to leave our downfall and let our self drown in regrets, we shall continue to suffer but if we accept another test and admit and learn from our own mistakes, we shall continue to prosper.

Life isn't a curse at all. It is just a series of trials that we thought were infinite and unsolvable. All these things that life gave us were just its way of bestowing us a meaningful existence. Its challenges mold us to be the mature and independent being we ought to be, for we live to learn and we must not lose ourselves avoiding these lessons.

It is never a wrong thing to regret, contemplate and dream of better things, but what makes them wrong is when we stop moving forward because we are stuck on these things that only us give attention to. What ifs are just endless possibilities and if an instance led us thinking about them, we must move on for they didn't tell you to cease breathing instead they wanted you to realize that there's no perfect decision but only a better one, so we must make sure that the next time we choose, our option must sustain our satisfaction.

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