Ciel's' P.O.V
"What do you mean!? I can't live without you!" I cried towards her. All she did was smile, wave and get into her carriage. Why? Why would someone do that to whom they love so dearly? I don't understand!
"Young master, let us go back in now. We must not waste more time on this ridiculous thing." Sebastian said with a blank face.
"This isn't a ridiculous thing Sebastian. This is losing someone you cared the most about and not even getting a reason why it happened." I say, trying to remain calm. It's hard but I guess this is how it has to be from now on. Dear (y/n), why did you leave me here?
I groan and walk back into my mansion to take care of some business. It hurts. Having to brush off something that was supposed to important to you.
I can't help but think about what I might have done wrong for her to leave me like that. I have so many questions and no answers. It frustrates me so much it's unbearable. My love, why?
Time Skip
It's been about a week since she had left me. I haven't been the same since. My servants are all worried sick about me and Sebastion has been doing some errands so I have been in my room all day with the exception of food and drink. I still can't wrap my head around the fact that all of this tragedy happened because of one woman.
"Should we do something? He's been in his room for so long! The young master must be heartbroken." I could hear a raspy womanly voice call out - Meyrin.
"I guess, but what? I mean, I want to help him but I don't precisely know how." A somewhat childish voice replied - Finny.
"At these times, we gotta stay strong for the young master and make sure that he can soon be happy!" A rough voice shouts - Bard.
I wanted to shout at them for being so loud but I just couldn't. In my state, I'm not sure who I am anymore. Why did you leave me, my dear?
Another Time Skip!
A year. A stupid year without her. I still haven't moved on. Sebastian has been doing everything around the mansion, the servant's happiness has been depleting along with my own. I have stayed in bed so much that I don't think that I remember the outside world. How pathetic. After all my past events I crumble because of a girl. A girl I will probably never see again. I was supposed to be remarried to Elizabeth, but it seemed like she had other ideas. She never came into my mansion again after a few incidents had happened.
"Bard, why are we still here? The young master stays in his room all the time and the rooms are only visited by the servants! Can't we just leave?" I heard Meyrin say.
"We are loyal. It doesn't matter what happens here. We stay here. We live here. We were reborn here." Bard says with a hint of passion mixed in his tone.
I don't understand why they stay. They can go but no, they just don't. I wish I could get this stage of my life but no, God hasn't finished toying with me yet.
Yet Again Another Time Skip
"The young master is gone. He's dead." Sebastian tells the servants. "DEAD!?" "It seems that he had killed himself with poison. I guess he couldn't take it anymore." "Then what happens to the mansion? what do we do with it?" "Well, I suggest we abandon it. Go our seperate ways and never turn back."
"Young master, I hope that now your heart can finally rest away from this world. I wish you my happiness and a new life filled with love and a happy ending. I beg that you will smile and laugh and play and be truly happy. Goodbye, young master..."
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Random Ciel x reader One shots
Romance♥I had a book full of little one shots of Ciel and reader-chan so I thought I might as well share them with you♥
