Behind my Scars is More (Sleeping with Sirens love story)

Chapter 18

Mora's POV;

"Girl Code is life." I laughed as Phil and I watched yet another episode of Girl Code on MTV.

"You know it girl." Phil said sassily and shoved a handful of chips in his mouth. I shook my head and grabbed a handful as well.

"We're almost home." Tino spoke up as he came to the back lounge to join us. I sighed, "Oh yay."

"Is it really going to be that bad?" Phil asked. I shrugged, "Maybe, I really don't know. He's probably going to apologize, we're going to talk and shit. Either I forgive him and try to go back to normal or I don't and Gabe, Justin and I live awkwardly together."

"And you might be on Warped Tour." Tino reminded me. I facepalmed, "Fuck my life."

"Don't say that, it won't be as bad as you think, I promise. If you need a place to crash, I'm sure Alan will be fine with you crashing at our place." Phil winked. I blushed,

"Can't, I promised Gabe I wouldn't leave them, no matter what. I don't want to have to leave anymore." I replied. They both smiled, "You're a good kid, Mora."

"Thanks guys." I chuckled, turning back to Girl Code and preparing myself for a conversation I wasn't ready to have.

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"How've you been holding up, baby girl?" Jack asks as he walks into my room. I turned around and ran into his hug, him picking me up in the process.

"Alright, I guess." I sighed as he put me down. He frowned, "Justin feels terrible."

"Well hopefully he wouldn't feel pretty good about it." I chuckled lightly and sat on my bed. Jack sat next to me,

"Are you going to talk to him when they come back from the studio?" He asked. I nodded, "I probably should."

"What do you think is gonna happen?" He asked me again. I shook my head and places my hands over my face, "No fucking clue what so ever."

"Well, no matter what happens, we're all here for you. Both of you." Jack smiled sweetly, pulling me into another hug. I smiled and hugged him tight,

"Thanks Jack, I needed that."

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"Hey."

I turned around to see Justin in my doorway. He had on some cut off shorts, an anthem made tank top, a SnapBack, and black vans. His hands were shoved in his pockets and his eyes wouldn't leave me for a second. I pulled a piece of my hair out of my face and to my ear,

"Hey."

"Can I talk to you?" He asked. I nodded, motioning for him to close the door behind him as he came in.

"I'm sorry." Justin suddenly croaked out, tears forming in his eyes. I could feel my heart break as I watched him,

"I didn't mean to do anything to hurt you. I was fucking stupid and wasted and everything about that night I want to take back because I hurt you. Please, please forgive me." He explained. I walked over to him and slowly wrapped my arms around his waist, pulling myself to his chest.

"You smell really good." I chuckled quietly, nuzzling my face into his chest. He pulled me in closer, kissing my head. "I don't want to lose you, Mora." He whispered. I leaned up and kissed him softly.

I tangled my hands in his hair as he kissed me back, pushing me onto the bed.

I don't even know why I'm doing this. I should be mad at him or sad or something other then making out with my boyfriend who cheated on me.

But for some reason, I can't be mad at him. Just seeing him so sad about what happened broke my heart into a million little pieces and I just want things to be the way they were and like nothing ever happened.

"I love you, so much." Justin said, kissing my neck in the process. I bit my lip and lifted up his face so he could kiss me again. I straddled myself on top of him, kissing him harder. He pulled my hips closer to his and I laid myself on top of him.

He lifted off my shirt and I took off his, slipping off his shorts as well as him with mine. "So, does this mean were okay again?" Justin asked, pulling away from our heated kiss. I bit my lip and nodded, literally craving him. He smirked and pulled me under him.

"Perfect timing then."

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Alan's POV;

"So, you're back together I assume?" I asked a very happy Mora and we grabbed our drinks and left Starbucks. She nodded, taking a sip of her coffee.

"We talked- well, he explained and..I don't know. I can't stay mad at him, as much as I hate to say it. I couldn't stay mad at him, even after what happened. I just looked into his eyes and saw that he was truly sorry, so I forgave him." She explained. I nodded, biting my lip,

"I know the feeling.."

"Oh yeah?" She asked. I nodded, pulling a piece of her hair out of her face, "Yeah."

She blushed and looked away, "Well, thank you for taking me to get coffee. It was nice to see you again." She thanked me, pulling me in for a tight hug. I hugged back gleefully,

"Anytime."

"And I'll see you on Warped I guess."

"Yes, you will." I chuckled. "Uh, bye." She said awkwardly, waving goodbye to me as she walked into the house. I waved back and made my way to my own house.

When I got there, I was greeted by a cheery Phil, as usual.

"Hey, how'd it go?" Phil asked anxiously. I shrugged and plopped down my stuff, "They're back together."

"Sorry dude." Phil apologized, patting my back and handing me a beer. I sighed, "It's alright, it probably wouldn't have happened anyways."

"There are plenty of fish in the sea dude." Phil said inspiringly. I nodded, "Yeah, you're right."

But the thing was, there are plenty of fish in the sea. But the only one I want, is Mora.

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A/N

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