Behind my Scars is More (Sleeping with Sirens love story)

Chapter 21

Mora's POV;

"That's too practical though."

"Well fine what do you think is good?"

"I don't know I'm not the guitarist in a huge ass band here!"

"Sorry I'm just asking for opinions!"

"Calm down you three, well get this album done with soon, taking our time and finishing the songs right is why matters most." Kellin calmed Jesse, Jack and I down. We all sighed,

"Fine, lets keep at it."

"I'm going for a walk around the grounds if that's alright with you guys." I told them, setting down my guitar and grabbing a red bull.

"Be careful!" they called after me as I walked out the door. A burst of hot air hit me hard and I mentally sighed, pulling my hair up in a bun and tying my shirt up into a crop top type, exposing my stomach.

I didn't really mind, I was usually conscious of the scars on my stomach due to Derek's beatings, but I don't mind anymore. I've gotten over my imperfections over the past month and surrounded myself in an environment where I don't even care anymore.

It's the last month of warped tour, exactly a month left starting today and it's been an amazing journey. I've been helping my SWS boys with their new junior album as well as WATIC's new album. I've made so many new friends and I just feel great about this. Everything. Everyone. Even Justin. We've been talking more since our breakup and it's been good I think. I try to keep my distance still, but it been fine. It does bother me when I see girl throwing themselves at him, but I try not to show it obviously. And it's not like he likes to see guys on tour flirt with me either so I guess were kind of even.

"Yo Carmen!"

I turned around to see Kelen from The Story So Far jogging my way. God there has to be like at least five Kellin/Kelens on this tour like what even. "Yoo Cap, what's up?"

"Setting up, pain in my ass much, you just wandering around?" he asked. I nodded, "Yup, taking a break from playing and writing, needed to get off that bus." I chuckled. He joined in, "I know the feeling. Hey, come hang with the guys and I, were playing soon."

"Sure why the fuck not?" I replied following him to the Tilly's stage. "Ew Kelen why the fuck did you bring her here." Parker joked as we both walked to side stage where the guys got ready to play. I rolled my eyes, "Woow, Parker Cannon is a piece of shit why is he even in your band, Kel?"

"Um because I'm the only one who knows about his secret foot fetish duh."

"Actually how about no." Kellen laughed, grabbing his bass and playing some notes. "Ooh bitch you got shut down!" I laughed. Parker picked me up and threw me on his shoulder causing me to scream, "PARKER JAMES CANNON PUT ME DOWN!"

Parker put me down once we heard someone clear their throat behind us. "Where have you been? I went to both buses and you weren't there." Alan whined in worry. "Didn't the guys tell you? I went for a walk to take a break and ended up meeting Kelen on his way here."

"They probably didn't know you were coming here.."

"Parker. Not helping." I frowned. Alan sighed, "Just make sure you tell someone next time?" I nodded, "I will."

"Park, we play in three." Kelen warned Parker. He nodded and turned to Alan and I, "I'll see you guys after?" he asked. We nodded, causing him to smile and jog off.

"So, Parker..?" Alan asked. I blushed, "Psh, no way! What about you little kitty, how's your love life? Any cuties on warped tour?" I asked him. He shook his head, "Only one."

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I stood there still and not knowing what to do. "Mora..you okay?"

I came back to reality as I heard Justin's voice travel through my head. "Uh yeah.."

"Well do you want to watch a movie with me?" he asked me again with a chuckle. "Why aren't you out? It's roadie friday, everyones out."

"You're not out." he pointed out. I shrugged, "I wasn't feeling it tonight."

"So you came to our bus?" he laughed. I pouted, "I came to see if you guys were writing but I guess not.."

"Do you want to watch the Spongebob movie with me or not?" he asked. I smiled, "..I do like the Spongebob movie."

"Well come sit, I'm waiting on you." he motioned, patting the seat next to him. I did as I was told and sat next to him. I hated the feeling of the space between us. The gap was absolutely killing me.

I moved closer to him and laid my head on his chest, cuddling against his warm body. "I was cold.." I whispered, looking up at him. He smiled lightly, his beautiful eyes shinning down at me.

"It's fine." I replied, snaking his arm around my waist. I smiled, snuggling up to him and watching the movie.

I missed this as much as I could remember, being able to relax with Justin. It made me miss being in a relationship. It wasn't like this when we broke up though. He was distant and cold and it didn't seem like he wanted anything to do with me. He just wanted to go out and party, forget about everything. Forget about me..

"I'm sorry." I hear a whisper above me. I looked to see Justin looking down at me. I paused but leaned up and pecked his lips softly, "I forgive you." I whispered back, laying my forehead on his. He smiled, kissing my nose and cradling me in his arms.

We sat there in comfortable silence, watching the movie in bliss. I felt myself drifting off into sleep until my phone started getting notifications. I checked my Instagram to see that Justin tagged me in a picture. I clicked on the notification and popped up was a picture of me on Justin's chest, looking like I was asleep, the caption 'Look at this sleeping beauty💕😍'. I looked up at him and laughed, "Really?"

"I had to, you looked too cute." he blushed. I shook my head and nuzzled my face into his neck, cuddling closer to him. He lifted up my hand in his and kissed it, huddling closer, causing me to get comfortable as ever and drift off to sleep.

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A/N

Sorry this is so short, I just got back to school from winter break and I start play practice soon and I don't want to😖 but I can't quit because I'm afraid of my teacher..

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