WEDNESDAY Yesterday we had a regular day me and peach hung out at the mall and tomorrow we goin to six flags we gone be turnt af I took a shower and did the rest of my hygiene
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I went downstairs listening to pull up on a kid and rapping along i ate some breakfast that someone bought for the whole house (hopefully) i then walked outside and started taking pictures "you know you ate my food "niqo came out and said "the biscut cause if it was yours then im sorry" i said and he sat beside me "nah its coo i aint want it bad" he said "ok so you aint mad" he shook his head no "kay" i hugged him "niqo" i heard and we broke the hug his mom looked at us "yea" he said "you ate already" she asked he shook his head and i looked at him " ok" she said then whispered something i looked down "mama i aint gone do that " he said and i stood up i started to walk away "lyric hol up" he said i turned around with my arms crossed he walked over to me and kissed me INFRONT OF HIS MOM "damn" i heard from someone i looked at him suprised after breaking the kiss so i walked up stairs and locked myself into the room till it was time to go
I only have one word to describe today. Shitty. I moved from #2 on the hit list to #4. I have avoided niqo all day. His mom has been giving me that "there goes the hoe" look and my moms upset with me because she thinks i lied about niqo... Rn im upset bout everything i sat in bed and called ari i told her everything and i started to cry "Girl listen hold it in okay Niqo Loves You. Your mom Loves You. If JD dont sign you then he craycray. Niqos mom is just used to treatin niqo like a baby and she dont want him to grow up so jus be like "fuck her" and continue with your day " she said i sighed "and if i get kicked off the show" i said "theres more labels boo" i smiled "but dat dont mean give up" she said "okay" i said "bye behfren" she said "bye" she hung up i wiped my eyes and there was a knock on the door i opened it hoping it was my mom but it wasnt it was niqo "oh its you" i said starting to close the door he stopped me and walked in and locked the door "im here to apologize... Im sorry if i hurt you by doin that in any kind of way but she wanted me to stop talking to you and i had to prove to her how much you mean to me... Lyric i love you" those last the words made my day turn from shitty to ok "niqo-" he cut me off "everybody gone its just you and me" he said and kissed me "niqo you cant risk your relationship with your mom for a relationship with me" i said "so you dont love me" he asked "i do its just hard to explain" i said "aight den" he said "yea" i said and he sat by me and started to put me on snapchat "stoooop" i said he chuckled "you so shy" he said "whatever" i chuckled i texted arianna bout what happened "damn and yall still cool" she sent "yea it aint his fault its his moms i was more shocked than that wen he sed "i love you"" i texted "did you answer" i looked up at him "nope" i sent and he scooted over closer to me i looked at him and looked back down at my phone "what you doin"he asked "sumthin" i said and A blocked number called me "hello" i answered and it sounded like jalen "baby take me back.. I cant live with out you" he sound like he was shaking "what do you mean where are you " i sat up "im outside bout to kill myself just say you love me" he said "Jalen where are you outside "i asked " in atlanta i came to see you but i couldnt find you " he said i stood up and put on my coat "WHERE IN ATLANTA" I asked "somewhere downtown its dark" he said "ok take this and make sure he dont hang up " i handed my phone to niqo and put on some shoes "come on" i said and walked out as quickly as i could the limo driver was in the front we got in and told him to bring us downtown i got niqos phone and called the police and told them what was goin on while niqo talked to jalen they said they were sending someone down there but for us to also head down there i hung up and put my head in my hands "lemmie speak to him" i said and he handed me my phone " jalen how did you plan on killin yourself" i asked and niqo looked at me "with this gun" he said "put it down for me please"i said and looked out the window and i saw him "hold up stop" i said to the driver i hung up and got out i walked towards him and niqo got out behind me "jalen put the gun down" I said he looked at Niqo "what happened to us... You left me for a rich boy from cali" he said i looked at them "i left because your unfit your trying to kill your self and im not going to get tied up into this type shit" i said he started to cry "baby i missed you i cant lose you " he said and the police pulled up behind us i sighed and backed away i turned around and me and niqo got in the limo "MICHELL WAIT" he stopped while being walked away with cuffs on "yes" i said "i love you" the police pushed him i closed the door and sighed ------------------ Is this break up goals ...nvm no its not.
