I put my fist through the wall
My vision turns red
I scream fuck it all
As I wish I were dead
I'm losing this war
To thoughts that I think
Questioning what I stand for
I'm pushed closer to the brink
I throw a lamp and it shatters
I don't need light
So it hardly matters
Because I prefer the night
I live in the darkness
Alone and cold
doing as I'm told
