I sit here in the darkness.
The yelling has subsided
But he still whispers to me
You asked for this
I don't even know what he looks like
I've never looked
So I open my eyes and there he is
Staring back at me
He is me
My vision blurs
I wake up in a cold sweat
When did I fall asleep.
I don't know.
Was it just dream
Has he been a dream all along
I don't know.
