Fucking
Fuck
It hurts.
Why do I even try
I'm getting no where
It doesn't even matter
It all ends the same.
Fuck
I can't take it.
My blood roars in my ears
My eyes get blurry
Rage
Sadness
Fuck
I don't even know anymore
I'm not good enough
That's clear
I don't even know where I stand.
First
Second.
Hell I might be third.
Fuck
