Protect You (BTR love story)

Ch. 10

I am actually trying to keep from freaking out. I have my hair done, make-up done, and outfit. I am in a dark grey muslce shirt with Rolling Stones lips. I have on a pair of acid washed jean shorts that have rips in it. 

I am so nervous and I just don't know if I can do this. My voice isn't that good. I could let everyone down. I don't want to do that. 

What the hell has gotten into me?

"You ready?" I hear Kendall's voice behind me as I feel his arms wrap around my body. 

"No," I squeak out. 

"You'll be fine, I promise. They are going to love you as much as I do. "

"You are so smooth Kendall Knight," I smile as I close my eyes. 

"Just go show them the amazingness that you show me on a daily basis. You are incredible, they are going to love you."

"I love you Kendall," I say turing around and kissing him. 

"I love you too, now go bring the house down," he chuckles. 

The beginging sequence starts and I take one last deep breath before walking out onto the stage.

My first song was Let Me Down and this was just something I thought up on my own. I opened with this song and I just want to impress them all.

 I think I might be a fortune teller

I read your face just like a letter

The funny thing about forever

Is it comes with a side of never never

I can't buy into what you're selling

And no it's not that I don't want it

Believe me I love to close my eyes, enjoy the ride

But you reek of indecision and I...

I know, I know, I know,

I know, I know, I know

You're only gonna let me down

When it counts, you countdown

You're only gonna turn me out

As I burn, you burn out

You're only gonna make me feel so crazy

But when I think we could be something

You go and let me down, let me down, oh

I am too smart to let you in here

But I'm just dumb enough to linger

I wanna think that you'll be different

Smoking mirrors are so clever clever

I pretend that things aren't so bad

And what you say will actually happen

I've been dying to open my eyes

See you try instead of always leaving me out to dry

You're only gonna let me down

When it counts, you countdown

You're only gonna turn me out

As I burn, you burn out

You're only gonna make me feel so crazy

But when I think we could be something

You go and let me down, let me down, oh

I need you to be there when you say you're gonna be

I care too much and you care enough to leave

I want some place to rest my head without worrying

It's not fair, It's not fair, It's not fair, It's not fair

It's not fair to me, cause I know by now

You're only gonna let me down

When it counts, you countdown

You're only gonna turn me out

As I burn, you burn out

You're only gonna make me feel so crazy

But when I think we could be something

You go and let me down, let me down

You're only gonna let me down

When it counts, you countdown

You're only gonna turn me out

As I burn, you burn out

You're only gonna make me feel so crazy

But when I think we could be something

You go and let me down, let me down, oh

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"I DID IT!!!" I scream as I walk off the stage.

"Yes you did, you were amazing," Kendall says spinning me around as his arms embrace me. 

"Thank you for believing in me. You are amazing," I smile and kiss his lips.

"Ok break up the kissing!" Carlos says going between us. 

"I will murder you in your sleep Carlos," I say giving him my annoyed look. 

"You better sleep with one eye open man," James chuckles rembering when I pranked him. 

"I can take Rina," Carlos smirks. 

"Yeah of course you could," I chuckle as I walk into the green room. I grab an apple and I take a bite.

Carlos gives me a nervous look and I just smirk at him.

"Then again, you are the queen of pranks," Logan laughs.

"You guys better get ready to go on," I shove them towards the door leading towards the stage.

"Whatever," Carlos laughs.

I roll my eyes and Kendall kisses my lips once last time and I just want him and I in bed now.

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I KNOW THIS IS SHORT.

I am so sorry for the exceedingly long wait and it's only a short chapter. I hope you all don't hate me.

I love all of you!!