"And Sound check/ rehersal time!" Carlos yells and I am groaning as Kendall carries me onto the stage. Yeah, he has me over his shoulder. I didn't choose to do this, he didn't think that I'd come if he didn't carry me and make mecome. I would've come, he did not have to do that.
"Kat is first so you get to run through your stuff first since you are the opener," some guys says to me. I walk over to where he pointed and it's a dressing room where I get to put on some dance shorts and a sports bra and a light blue tank top.
I walk back out and I get cat calls from the boys.
"I will kill all of you, minus Kendall. He is the only one here who has permission to," I glare at them, Kendall just smirks and I roll my eyes. I walk out and I get hooked up to the mic. It's a hands free one and it's alot easier to do the dances knowing that I don't have to hold it.
"So first song is I knew You Were Trouble, then we have Hot, One More Night, Monster, Skeletons, The Truth, then finish with Glowing. That sound right?"
"Yupp, so we starting now?" I ask as I pull my hair into a pony tail.
"Yes," he says as the musicians come onto the stage.
I smile and we begin rehersal. The song The truth is one that hurts cause it was something that I helped Gustavo write. It's a beautiful song but it reminds me of Kendall leaving the first time. I needed people to believe that I was fine but that was a lie. The truth was I was dying inside. I didn't let anyone know just how much it hurt to not be in his arms.
Tell 'em all I'm on vacation
Say I went to visit friends
That you ain't heard or seen from me in quite a while
When they ask you where I've been
Tell 'em I'm out on the West Coast
Where it don't ever rain
And that I'm probably doing fine
Just don't tell 'em I've gone crazy
That I'm still strung out over you
Tell 'em anythin' you want to
Just don't tell 'em all the truth
Yeah, don't tell 'em all the truth
Tell 'em all I'm out in Vegas
Blowin' every dollar I ever made
Tell 'em that I must be into somethin' bad for me
'Cause I sure lost a lot of weight
Tell 'em I'm out on the road
With some old rock and roll band
Living like a gypsy can
Just don't tell 'em I've gone crazy
That I'm still strung out over you
Tell 'em anythin' you want to
Just don't tell 'em all the truth
Yeah, don't tell 'em all the truth
The truth is that I'm askin' you to lie
And we both know that it ain't right
But if you ever loved me
Please have some mercy on me
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Tell 'em anything you want to
Just don't tell 'em all the truth
Yeah, don't tell 'em all the truth
I still need you
Yeah, that's the truth
I still love you
Baby, that's the truth
(Ok the girl singing on the side has a beautiful voice and you guys should seriously check her out.)
I felt tears pool in my eyes I squeeze them out and we go onto the next song. Glowing. I get to do some cool stuff for glowing. The only real song that I actually dance to is Hot and I knew you were trouble. The rest I get to do what ever the hell I ant. Fun shit huh.
I finish up and it's the boys' turn to rehears andI go back to the bus. I was tired and I just kept remembering what it was like watching Kendall be with those other girls. I acted like it didn't hurt or bother me but it did. I mean now it's silly cause I'm with him, but what happens after this tour. My dad might want to pull me back to Paris.
I lay on the bed that I have been assigned and just try to relax and just go over the concert. I had to just focus on this. Tonight, the right now.
Then that's when my phone went off. I looked at it and it was a picture of Roque Records. I recognized the number. Travis.
He found Roque Records...He can find me... He found Roque Records... He can Find me. Those words were running through my brain. I was there only hours before.
My breathing went shallow and I couldn't think straight. I needed to disappear, but now I was on tour and people were cunting on me... I couldn't. Kendall would murder me if I left.
Kendall.... I had to tell him about this. About Travis finding me quickly. I was in danger and it wasn't going to be pretty of he caught up to me.
I got up and ran to the backstage where I found Freight Train.
"Hey Kat, where you running off to?" he chuckles grabbing my arms.
"I have to tell Kendall something," I breathe heavily.
"Well you look scared so maybe I could help."
"It's an ex of mine. He's insane and he's coming after me. I just git a text from him showing me that he was just at Roque Records and he's probably on his way here." I say very fast.
"Oh, how insane are we talking?"
"Insane enough that he should be institutionalized." I say looking the big man in the eye.
"You don't need to worry, we'll keep you safe here. I promise you. Why don't you show me a picture of him so I can keep a look out for him."
"Thank you so much," I say as I pull out my phone and show him a picture of Travis.
"Ok, you go talk to Kendall," he says after looking at the photo.
I smile then run off to find Kendall. I see that he is still doing rehersal so I decide that it's not even worth telling him anymore. Since Freight Train knows about him, I should be safe. I hope.
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