Aphmau's past

Suprise

he put me in a ledge of lava and he pushed me off when......

Black sparks appeared and my black wing appeared out of no where I looked down it see I was wearing a black dress and my black hair was put up (what she I wearing is in the media but her hair is black ) I flew up and a sword appeared it was black with a silver handle I flew at Loki but he blacked it I tripped him and I put my sword to his neck my eyes turned red you will pay for what you did I said in my shadow knight voice I think you should kill him I can't  he's my uncle I said to her in my mind will to bad now kill him! She screamed uggg I can't kill you but I can hurt you I punched him in the jaw and hit him with the halt of my sword knocking him out someone carry him I said frustrated I walked and almost fell cause of the high heels damn these heels I thought I walked back to the portal and I walked out of bright port Jin caught  up to me Jess you shouldn't of went to the nether Jin said angry yeah well I should be able to do what I want, I mean I'm 17 for God sake I yelled wha- Jin started but I cut him off yeah my birthday was yesterday I yelled I walked back to Phoenix drop when I got there I went to my house and I took of my high heels and I went to my balcony and I started to punch the punching bag (I almost put "I started to punch the punching bagel ")
Slowly I started to think about what happened to me this past 2 months ahhhh I screamed as I was getting turned into a shadow knight I started to punch it faster when I got pinned so many times I pinged it harder and now when my mother died because Loki is an ass and killed her uggg I punched the punching bag again but only i felt a sudden burst of strength I punched it again and it fell apart "I think you got it" Laurence said I looked down "jump" he said I shook my head "come on I'm not going to drop you" Laurence said I thought about it and I climbed the railing and I jumped he caught me "there now do you believe me " he asked "yeah" I mumbled "I believe what you said " "really" he asked shocked "yeah" he put me down and I kissed him on the cheek "follow me " he said I followed him to the plaza and it was very dark there I looked confused until the lights came on mans everyone jumped out and yelled "Happy late birthday Jessica/Aphmau!" I smiled for the first one in forever (I swear to god if someone makes a frozen reference ) "hey Aphmau can you sing?" Laurence asked "um I don't know" I said "come on" he said with a pouty face "fine" I whined I walked up to the stage and I went to the keyboard type thing I put the microphone over the keyboard so I can sing into it

Grenade 
Easy come, easy go
That's just how you live, oh
Take, take, take it all
But you never give
Should've known you was trouble
From the first kiss
Had your eyes wide open
Why were they open?

[Pre-Chorus:]
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is...

[Chorus:]
I'd catch a grenade for you yeah
Throw my hand on a blade for you
I'd jump in front of a train for you
You know I'd do anything for you
Oh, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue
Beat me 'til I'm numb
Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from
Bad boy, bad boy
That's just what you are
Yeah, you'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

[Pre-Chorus:]
Gave you all I had
And you tossed it in the trash
You tossed it in the trash, yes you did
To give me all your love is all I ever asked
'Cause what you don't understand is...

[Chorus:]
I'd catch a grenade for you

Throw my hand on a blade for you

I'd jump in front of a train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

Oh, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

[Bridge:]
If my body was on fire
Oh, you'd watch me burn down in flames
You said you loved me, you're a liar
'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby

[Chorus:]
But, darling, I'd still catch a grenade for you
Throw my hand on a blade for you

I'd jump in front of a train for you

You know I'd do anything for you

Oh, I would go through all this pain
Take a bullet straight through my brain
Yes, I would die for you, baby
But you won't do the same

No, you won't do the same
You wouldn't do the same
Oh, you'd never do the same
Oh, no no no, oh

I bowed everybody started to cheer and clap I stepped down and I hugged Laurence "are we still together" Laurence asked I looked up "i don't know are we" I asked with a smirk I kissed him "I take that as a yes" he said "yes you dimwit" I said playfully "may I have this dance " he asked " yes, yes you may" I said we started to dance for a while....