Aphmau's past

Normal stuff

*warning there's some swearing*

Aphmau's Pov

When we got to Phoenix drop I ran to my house

I heard people calling my name but I ignored it

I ran into my bathroom because I realized that I need to dyed my hair again ,

So I got the dark purple hair dye and I dyed the tips of my hair purple and I good thing

I locked my door , I walked to my closet and grabbed my leather jacket and skinny

my skinny jeans are going in my backpack, jeans with my purple shirt and white shorts,

I grabbed my Gloves and ran to the bathroom and put on my eyeliner and mascara and a little bit of purple eyeshadow

I grabbed my bow and sword and jumped out the window just in time to the door burst open

I ran  to the plaza and looked around I the gate

I ran and got to the gates I opened them I was about to run when I got tackled "let me go" i screamed as i struggled again them "nope ???Said I looked up and saw Zane "can you get up please " I asked politely "nope"Zane said "Zane get off me " I said no he said grrr I growled and pushed him and kicked him where the sun doesn't shine that well

I got up and ran out the gates and went into the woods I went to my training spot and just started to train with my bow

I started to shoot the targets when I heard rustling in the bushes "Zane come out" I said

..fine he said

I had my bow pointed at him

"I suggest you go back to the village and forget that you ever saw this place" I said

I saw him smirk "what if I don't "
he said "then I'll let go of this arrow "
I said and smirked "you wouldn't dare murder me now would you Jessica "

he said making the s long "oh I would I would and I should of did it long ago "
I said I was about to shoot when someone knocked the bow out of my hands "god damnit Laurence " I said "why did you try to kill him "Laurence yelled why do your even care ?!? He was being a stalker like Brendan" I yelled back "hey "Zane yelled "

suck it up butter cup "I smirked and did a sassy hair flip and walked away

I'm going to make a skateboard park I started to make it

\time skip to when she is done building/
I got up and brushed myself off and I went looking for Laurence I saw something in the woods I walked there and I saw Laurence and Lucinda making out I was crying it was like Garroth I just ran away crying people started to ask what was wrong

I just pushed past them and ran into the woods and got to the tree me and Laurence first kissed 

I was so heartbroken it happens every time

why do this alway happen to me I sobbed quietly I got up and ran to my house and grabbed my skateboard and ran to my skate park I started to skate back and forth doing tricks I started to sing well doing it

It's All Your Fault by pink"

I'd conjure up the thought of being gone
But I'd probably even do that wrong
I try to think about which way
Would I be able to and would I be afraid

Cause oh I'm bleeding out inside
Oh I don't even mind (yeah)

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

Da da dada da dada da
Da dadadadadada da dadadadadada

I'm trying to figure out what else to say (what else could I say?)
To make you turn around and come back this way
(Would you just come back this way)
I feel like we could be really awesome together
So make up your mind cause it's now or never (oh)

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not fair

I would never pull the trigger
But I've cried wolf a thousand times
I wish you could
Feel as bad as I do
I have lost my mind

It's all your fault
You called me beautiful
You turned me out
And now I can't turn back
I hold (I hold) my breath (my breath)
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air (running out of air)
And it's not fair

(Oh yeah
It's all your fault)

I hold my breath
Because you were perfect
But I'm running out of air
And it's not (it's not) fair

I stopped my board and I fell to my knees I started to sob again , I felt arms go around me I turn to see Zane  

"why are you crying "he asked

"I s-saw Laurence making out with Lucinda" I said and sobbed harder "shh it's ok "he said petting my hair

I looked to the side to see Laurence there " I didn't do that " he said "I'm sure as heck you did " I yelled "I saw you " i got up and started to walk away when.. "You know if you weren't such a diva and so mean maybe you wood be liked " he said I froze I turned around and stomped over to him "excuse me do you think I asked to be a shadow knight no, no I didn't" I yelled and slapped him "ow "
he mumbled "break up with me if you feel that I'm a diva and I'm mean but I afraid that I can't break with you cause I have a heart" I said and stomped off

thank god me and Laurence are not breaking up cause I still like him but I need a break I thought

I walked to my house and went up to my room after tucking the boys into bed I started to wright in my diary

Dear diary
Today me and Laurence got into a fight I saw him and Lucinda making out in the woods I jut can't believe him and I'm so happy we didn't break up cause I still like him but I just need a break from this drama *stained by tear drops*

When I was done I got into my nightgowns and went to sleep

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Hey guys Kayla here and here's the chapter well I don't really have much to say so bye my little munchkins Kayla out

Song of the chapter: it's all your fault by p!nk

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