blue pools x pink skies

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CELESTE BLUE

you honestly terrify me.

the dreams i have about you after you leave include us in the same coffin, our nerves tied together messily. and, even though we're tethered to each other, the same bloody mess of skin and hair, you're holding another girl's hand. i just lie there, dead, naked, embarrassed i ever let you teach me how to tie permanent knots.

when i wake up, I'm accompanied by heavy breathing and sweaty palms, in nothing but a large yellow tee shirt, and you're still here.
your hair is wet, and i laugh a little bit because i know you took a bath and i know you have always tried to swim laps in the bathtub since your mom told you you were small enough to. you groan in your sleep, eyebrows furrowed as if in deep thought as your arms reach out for me, wrapping around my waist.
"your laugh is so loud, Girl."

i smile, my heartbeat racing so fast my breathing can't catch up. you settle yourself in the curve of my shoulder, kissing my neck. i forget everything ive ever known, about the phases of the moon and how to make the color pink, and i let you dig your fingers into my stretch marks.

once again, you'll fall into the same routine of tying loose knots and humming moonlight densetsu to kill my insomnia.

lol I'm such a troll ok moonlight densetsu is the piano song that the sailor moon theme is based off of