Don't you understand that I need you??
I needed you to be there for me
I needed you to love me to always be there for me
You where never there.
You weren't there checking for monsters under the bed
You where the monster
You never understood how much I looked up to you
Father father
I use to cry when you didn't come home
I use to care
I would count down the day
For you to come home
I don't see you anywhere!
The time came when you where to late
That time is right now
This is when you want to be here?!
It doesn't work that way
You may be the reason I'm alive but you are not my father.
Bribes and vacations don't make up for your absence.
I'm done with your bull shit
The way you treat her
With no consideration
Only selfishness.
You think I don't know!?
You think she doesn't know!??
We all know your dirty little secret
I will not put up with it any longer.
You made me think that it was my fault you where never home
That it was my attitude that drives you away.
But no!
It is NOT my fault.
You put the blame on everyone but yourself
You don't own up To your own mistakes
I am not the reason
She is not the reason
I will not pity you
You are never home because you choose not.
You make your own decision
And you pay for those decision.
Now that I want nothing to do with you.
You pretend like its no big deal
You are suddenly a dad are you.?
Ha
The moment he left you left too.
You are not a dad.
I'm sorry we are such a burden for you
Well I finally lighten the load for you
You don't need to worry about coming home
Because this is not your home.
Not anymore..