"Diam! I umean Elise!" Jules screamed, I spotted her in the hallway with Dan, her boyfriend. My body moves automatically as it longs for comfort, Why am I here? Why am I sitting in a hallway?
"You get tired of class and collapsed here" I knew she lied because I remember her telling about my first class will start 2 hours later but I don't remember anything after that. My anxiety gotten worse I guess. Normal schooling is probably too much for a weak like me
Jules ran after she saw the grave situation I'm in. " Michael and I will try our best to look after you of course our boyfriends too, you will never left out " I'm so sorry Diam" worried look followed
I growl my irritation to her " I'm Elise now , let's not dig deeper about it. No big deal, no one will know." I walked to enter the noisy cafeteria, my body weakens, how i hate this kind of noise, how it brings me nightmare, how it makes it me tremble and how --
"Don't be such a kitty, come on" Jules pulled me to where Michael and his boyfriend Josh were waiting. The guys bro fist each other and stand to get sandwiches and salad for all of us.
"You got nice guys" I commented.
"If you don't run away 8 years ago, you could have gotten a good one by now" Michael added, and I shrug. Maybe? Maybe not? If I didn't disappear, , I disappear because I couldn't take the fact that fairytales don't always go the way a 9 year old can ever imagine, or maybe i'm so sick of living a lie to make me alive or maybe I was so hurt by everyone even my family at that time. I don't remember exactly but I'm trying to put everything behind after all the counseling I had, maybe it's for the better.
"She met him" Jules whisper to Michael but I heard her. I look at her dumbfounded like I was supposed to be angry but I'm not so sure.
"I was distracted to Dan and Josh giving us our trays and as they went back to get theirs"
"Who did I met exactly?" I said, I sounded a crazy paranoid ugh these thoughts
"Miere Volderson" Jules whispers
"Grandpa told me about this, did I have panic attacks? I said
"Yes, I thought I was guilty, I thought you're dead!" Jules complained
"Two freaking panic attack and freaking first day, and I'm so worried that I call Dan, and sent Michael to get us a table and you saw him and I thought you're dead and now you're a totally different person WHAT THE FREAKING FUCK" She told me what happened, and I remember it all, I'm out of words, I mumbled I'm sorry and she she calmed down
"Who? Miere Volderson? Michael stand up, more shock than I was minutes ago. He look Jules, then at me, "Diamond, we all know you ARE SO NOT OKAY" he emphasize. I was not okay, ofcourse they knew that I was not okay, they're my best friends after all.
"I'm fine now, just I'm shock, okay? I'm so sorry if I made you all worried and he may not remember me anymore, and look everyone's a grown up now, everyone have their lives now" I assured them, they exchanges look but I know they are not so convince.
Ding Ding Ding A blond girl from the cheer leading club goes to the center table tapping a pitcher with her spoon. According to Jules, she's a bitch, hook up demon and plain bitch. She flirts with Dan once, so they're not cool. But I don't judge so I look things can interesting after all.
"Juniors and Seniors, we should welcome our new student so that we can justify the squad she'll be in" Wait. New student? Me? Who else enter a school at a mid of the semester? Ofcourse its me! No way. THIS IS NOT INTERESTING.
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Teen Fiction"He's so near yet so far" Elise whispered to herself as she walk in the school hallway. Love is always accompanied by pain. Love is always unreachable and untouchable. You're happy yet sad, You're excited yet disappointed. You're in love at the same...
