MINISHAW
Simons P.O.V
"You ready" I heard Josh shout from downstairs
"Yeah ,I'll be down in a minute"
"Hurry up , we can't be late"
Me ,Josh and vikk and JJ were going to Harry's for a welcome home party for Harry who had returned from Guernsey all the sidemen were invited and the others like weller and the cals etc
I was anxious as fuck about going. Recently I've found myself being attracted to Harry ,it's like everything he does just makes me smile ,his laugh ,the way he swipes his fingers through his hair even just him in general , I knew he didn't feel the same he was as straight as a ruler. I didn't know how to act around him anymore.
I went downstairs and outside into Josh's car,JJ called shotgun and sat in the passenger seat and I sat in the back with vikk
"So are you going to tell Harry?" Vikk asked smirking
"I can't man, it will fuck up our friendship, I can't risk that"
Josh overhears the conversation and gives his input "just go for it man , you know or you could tell him and see his reaction and blame it on the vodka and red bull in the morning" he said laughing
"Or you could drug him and tell him" JJ added
I decided to ignore what JJ said as it was JJ I sat twiddling my thumbs as we pulled out of the drive way
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Harry's P.O.V
Cal (Calfreezy) peeked his head round my room
"Can I borrow some styling wax" cal asked before entering my room
"Yeah sure it's on the top shelf in the bathroom"
"So you think tonight's the night your gonna tell Simon that you 'love him'?" Cal said sarcastically from the bathroom
"I don't love him ,it's just a stupid crush and to answer no , I don't think I will he's my best mate and I'm not ruining that"
"But what if it doesn't ruin things what if he likes you back and then you guys can run off into your happy ending with rainbows and unicorns" he said laughing before coming out the bathroom
"Hahaha ,funny, now leave my room to I get changed , I know I'm gay cal but your not my type" I laughed
He left the room laughing
I sat on the edge of my bed wondering whether or not I should tell Simon , I mean it's only a crush I've liked him for months now , what if it doesn't ruin our friendship what if he's okay with me liking him
I must have been in a day dream for about 10 minutes because I snapped out of it when I heard tobis voice shout from the living room
"Guys I've brought some of the drink , I'm going to pick manny and Lewis up then I'll be back"
"Alright" cal shouted back
People were due to start arriving soon I better finish getting ready.
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Simons P.O.V
We entered the building and as soon as we got in the lift my heart beat got faster and I felt a sick feeling in my stomach, we got out the lift and as we made our way to Harry's my palms began to get sweaty , Vikk knocked on the door and Harry answered. Even the sight of him have me butterflies
"Hey guys ,come in ,joe's here and the others should be here soon"
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(Time skip- 3 hours into the party)
Everyone was getting more and more tipsy except for me and Harry , I've stared at Harry for most of the party and he's only had 2 drinks , I continued staring at him ,he was having a conversation with cal (Calfreezy)
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Harry's P.O.V
"Harry he's staring at you man ,go over there" cal said elbowing my
I was surprised he could even see straight any more
"Cal he's not looking at me"
"Yeah he is go speak to him or I'll speak to him for you" he slurred before taking another gulp of his drink
I glanced over and saw Simon staring he noticed I was looking over at him and he blushed looking down I decided to make my way over
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Simons P.O.V
Shit he's noticed me staring. Fuck he's walking over ,I guess now would be the time to tell him or maybe I should take him somewhere quiet, fuck act cool Simon
"Hey Simon, you okay" Harry said smiling
"Ehm yeah, look there's something I gotta tell you, can we somewhere more quiet"
"Yeah let's go to my room"
He grabbed my wrist and pulled me to his room ,we got in his room and he pushed the door closed , I sat on the edge of his bed unsure of how to say it
"Simon ,you okay?
"Look I'm just going to come right out and say I was gonna wait till you were drunk but I don't think your getting anymore drunk that this so I'm just gonna say , I like you Harry and I know it's crazy and your straight which is fine , and I'm just rambling on a load of bs so I'm gonna leave now" I said getting up off the bed
Harry jumped out of this gaming chair and pinned me against the wall , his breath was warm , I didn't know what was happening before I could ask I felt his soft lips press against mines and I kissed him back, the kiss got heated and it was passionate he pulled away and looked me in the eyes
"Still think I'm straight" he giggled before pulling me off the wall and wrapping his arms around my neck , he began kissing me again this time more rough but I liked it
*cough cough*
We pulled away from each other only to see the guys standing at the door
"So should we turn the music up , coz we don't wanna hear you guys fucking" asked Josh being half serious half joking
"Probably a good idea" Harry laughed before closing the door on the guys.
