Chapter 1

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So I'm terrible at writing stories and will have slow updates because I forget but here goes nothing.
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" You won't blame my best friend he isn't the one that got you pregnant and I know it. The only reason you're pregnant is because your a slutty whore now get the fuck out of my house I don't even want to look at you any more" my brother yelled at me as the tears ran down my cheeks no doubt staining them.

I had come to tell him that I had found out hoping he would help me considering our parents disowned me so he raised me.

But no, I'm not that lucky he disowned me as well. It wasn't my fault and I know he won't believe me but he can't throw me out of the house because it's mine, he's never here.

It was supposed to be mine, Joseph his best friend and his. I'm the one that does all the work, i'm the one that makes sure all the bills are payed. They never do any of the work, either of them, its always me so he has no authority to kick me out of my house.

I made a pact to myself that day that i would be independent and wouldn't talk to them i would only work and pay the bills.

But... That didn't necessarily work because 3 months later I'm kicked out and have to completely support myself, although in a way that was better. Then about 4 years later my brother told me to come back and that he was sorry. He wasn't there when i got back and Joe told me that he had been high when he called me and it was a dare.

The following week i found out i was pregnant again i had left the morning after i arrived because i realised my brother didn't want me, luckily i hadn't sold my flat just in case.

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I got discovered about 6 months after Mason, my youngest, was born. I was doing the normal, its a sunny day I'm in the the back garden with the children then Mason starts crying so i sing him a lullaby to sleep and then the twins decide to get me to play my guitar and sing to them because they were bored and i cant say no to them.

But yeah, i didn't even know my neighbour he's the owner of record label I'm signed to now but i can never remember what its called ( A.N i actually don't pay attention to what labels are called 😂😂). Yeah he heard me singing and came and knocked on my gate that leads to the back garden. asked me to sing a bit more for him and then decided i was good enough to have a go. The next week i went in and i had to sing in front of a few of the "big guys" then they decided i was good enough. So yeah thats how i got signed.

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But anywho we shall go back to present day now.

" Saph, Mitch get down here now." I yelled to the 8 year olds i could hear giggling up stairs. They had managed to make Mason filthy and be crying. I had only just dressed him as well, today i have a meeting to find out the arrangements of the new tour i've been forced to go on.

My naughty twins peep their heads round the corner of the kitchen with sheepish looks on their faces. " You two have to go and clean him up and make sure you don't get dirty either, i want you back down here with in the next 10 minutes now scram." I tell them, before getting started on the pack lunches i know they will want.

I hear the light pounding of their feet on the stairs and the giggle of my youngest child before the three skid round the corner. " I'm impressed done, clean and down and its only been 5 minutes." Mitch passes Mason over to me after Saph passed Mason to him so she could put her shoes on. He starts doing the same so i pull Mason's tiny shoes over his minuscule feet.

" Right lets go, everyone in the car." I clap my hands together and the twins leap up and start racing each other. " Come on Mase it's show time " i gently squeeze his sides making him let out a bubbly giggle.

" Everyone cun-clicked" ( A.N something my nanna still always says if she takes us on holiday or if we're in any car that she's driving ) after getting a yes from the twins having buckled Mason in myself i start driving.

We reach the label quickly, because we were late i drove what is normally a fifteen minute drive in under ten minutes. " Everyone out, we're already late so no messing about. " Sapphire gets Mason out and passes him to me, then she grabs Mitch's hand as they walk alongside me.

We reach the front desk and i quickly ask my friend Romy what meeting room i have to go to. She gives me a smile tells me its room 6 then wishes me luck after scuffing Mitch and Saph's hair getting annoyed yelps. I don't give them time to make a bigger protest because i grab their hands and start walking.

" Come on guys, i said no messing about. i want you on your best behaviours please this is important." I tell them all just as we are about to enter but Sapphires small voice stops me.

" Don't worry mummy, we'll be good for you." she has a genuine smile so i know i can trust her. I give her a smile of gratitude to which she grins back before nudging the boys. " We'll be good wont we boys" she gives them a little threatening glare until they answer.

" Thank you, now lets get in there."

Until next time my dear poodle pods

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