It seems like every time I just catch a glimpse of him I fall in love with him all over again.
All the frustration and anger that I've built up inside myself that I want to take out on him just seems to vanish as I look into those beautiful pair of blue gray eyes that once comforted me when I was unhappy.
Every thing that ever happened to me, he was there with me. In times of sadness he was there to be sad and comfort me.
In times of happiness he shared his joy with me. We were basically like a married couple, but hadn't yet said the vows, when he showed his true self to me.
That is the part that makes me refrain from him every single time he makes an attempt to get back to what we had. I just can't seem to forget it or forgive him, myself and God of that.
It was such a small issue, yet causing so much damage.
He left me.
That's what I can't seem to wrap my head around! He said he loved me unconditionally! I could see it in his eyes! Then why would he LEAVE!? He said it was for the best!
Ya! Whatever!
I'm sitting in my room sobbing about what happened and then it finally dawned me.
He went off to war, to fight for our country, to PROTECT me!! He loved me so much he was willing to give his life, in order to protect me!
Oh, I've been so blind!!
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Finding Love
RomanceCarrie wakes up from a flashback dream, When all her memories come flooding back, Find love is hard for her, especially from that certain someone, Healing the hurt is complicated And hard to accept... This is a short story that I had a dream about...
