I woke up to Justin laying up under me, but I couldn't help but notice his phone vibrating on the night stand so me I'm the only woman in his life I picked up and walked in to the bathroom to answer it
?- hey baby I'm ready for that secret session
Me- ummmmm who is this
? - Stop playing babe you know it's me Cindy . Cindy Kimberly... I'm just wanted to say I missed up and I'm ready for our secret sessions if you know what i mean
Me- ummm secret session, I said confused
Cindy-ummmmm this is Justin right, i didn't know she didn't know it wasn't so I just so I played it off like I was
Me-yeah come over here so I can show you a little lesson, I said
Cindy- okay daddy your little whore must be gone
Me- yea, I said giving Justin a evil stare
Cindy- okay be by there in 5
End of call
I walked slowly up to just little lamp post and sat his phone there
Me- Justin get up
Jayy- babe I told you I'm tired
Me- but you said you had to go to the studio
He popped up
Jayy- I do? .......ohh yeah I do
Me- yea get up baby I said straddling him
Jayy- don't start something good you can't finish baby girl
I herd a knock on the door
Me- are you expecting someone
Jayy- oh shit, lets just stay up here and sleep in they'll leave
Me-what if it's important I'll get it it'll be really quick
Jayy - nahhh I got you just stay up here
Me-No I wanna see who it is, I said running to the door while Justin chased me
I opened the door when I looked at justin he had a blank face and Cindy looked embarrassed because she was wearing lingerie and a trench coat..?
He looked at me so innocently
Cindy- I'll just leave
Me- ohh no thats not necessary come in then I backed up out of the way to let her walk in and sit down on the couch
Me- and I found this morning , soo were all sitting in the living room all awkward and shit
Me- how long this was going on
Jayy-hazel she meant nothing to me
Cindy- then why are you fucking me
Me- ANSWER THE FUCKIN QUESTION, I said getting agitated
Jayy- about a year he said
Me- So the whole time I've been here
thats funny..
Cindy-I didn't even know about you to be honest
Me- oh but you did Cindy because Justin must've shared that I was his little whore right then I stood up then walked over to her balling my fist
Then Justin came between us then she ran off while was trying to push Justin out of the way. Then I start hitting is chests
Jayy- Cindy leave
Me- I fucking hate you I hate you fucking guts.. but it doesn't matter right because I'm not your girlfriend.. I'm not your wife... I'm a toy that you play with right Justin right, I said crying
Jayy- I'm sorry hazel
Me-I fucking you and I fucking hate myself because I actually have feelings for you
Jayy- hazel please I'm sorry
Me- I actually thought I could change you but I obviously can't, when I said that justin took a deep breath
Jayy-I love you Hazel
Me- i wanna believe that so bad but you keep on fucking up you keep on doing dumb shit but for
I slid down against the wall crying justin came towards me and wrapped his arms around me then pick me up
And took me to his room and made love to me... it was slow and passionate...and every time he kissed me he would apologize...
