part 5 Him again

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I became dependent on your smile
For that was a rookies mistake
I shrowed my love with friendship
I was lost and confused
But I thought you where guiding me to a safe heaven
But it so turns out it was my expending doom that was near
I became dependent on your looks
So when I looked at you the last time
You got sick of it
Of me trying to add my self into your life
Me pushing
You trying to escape
So when the words came out
The truth
I was blind sided
Still confused on whether
It was a joke or not
But I took it literal
I don't know it's true context but
I know that when I thought it was real It hurt me worst then a bullet
And that's when I knew I became dependent on you
My brain tries to break it
But my heart holds glue
For as love is unbreakable
And I became dependent on you

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