I lay here and feel
The push and pull
Yes once again ive grown attached but this time will i drown once again
Over and over again this has happened
I pull my self down under
Swimming too fast
And wake up on dry land
Only to walk in the water again and again and again
I lay there and feel the push and pull but i never learn
I start drowning and drowning
All chocked up
To only reach dry land
Will i want to catch the scenery next time or will i choose the waves again
Cause evertime im down under I'm reaching for something thats not there
Im looking for something
The other half of my heart
But all i find is solitude
And the shore that awaits me
Where there solitude is found
I wait till the ocean calls again with hopeful eyes and a positive attitude
Then return unconscious and internally screaming
You weren't my anchor
