Everything was spick and span
Until everything changed
I cried for no reason
My favorite things were the worst
My nights became fearful dark voids
When i was supposed to be at my highest i was at my lowest
When they called my name
I cried
When they gave me my prize
I felt empty
I put on a smile since i came back home
Glad that I came back but then i realized I was always alone
No one to be with me
No one to care
And school became the best place
I was never alone
I was always busy so he couldn't stop by
And now im Okay I think
It happens sometimes but not all the time
Because im not alone
I never have a dull moment
I threw my self into school so im always busy always tired
I carry those who are dear in my heart and hes to afraid to meet so many at once
