I'm Bored //Markiplier FanFiction\\ (Prequel to I'm Fine)

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Alex POV

"Matt! God, please! it's not what you think?" I said with tears streaming down my face. "He isn't anything to me!"

Me and Matt fought three days straight. It made my stomach turn just to think about it. Because when me and Matt fight we don't just use words. He doesn't just use words. He uses his fists. He throws me against the wall and kicks me in the side. I've had to ice my eyes and ribs after he would storm out and go drink with his buddies. Acting like nothing has happened.

"Are you serious?" He yelled. "Do you really think I'm stupid?"

"Of course not!" I cried out. He just looked down on me and pulled my phone from his pocket and handed it to me.

"Then prove he's nothing." He said crossing his arms. I sighed and shook my head slightly, trying to figure out what I should do. Matt smirked. "Tell him off."

My heart ached. I knew where this was going. Matt was going to make mark mad at me and make him never want to speak to me again. Then Matt was going to leave. And act like nothing happened. Like he didn't just break his girlfriend into a million pieces, leaving her with no one to fix her. Because mark would leave me too.

And that hurt even more. Mark not being there. Even though I don't show it, he has helped me beyond comprehension. He has helped me endure through tough times without even being here with me. And not talking to him... That hurts. No more joking around about how his YouTube channel is stupid. Or about what we will do when we meet each other.

I'll be alone.

But I have to do this. Because I love Matt..?

Do I?

I took my phone anyway and messaged him. Telling him that he was nobody to me. Exactly what Matt is wanting me to tell him. The entire time my fingers were dragging themselves across the screen, more tears would fall and more of my heart would break.

"I still hate you." Matt said pushing me over and on the ground.

"Hate..?" I croaked. Hes never said he hates me.

"You ruined this relationship. This" he motioned between us, crouching down and getting in my face. "Is nothing." Quoting the words I sent to mark.

"You're right... It's not..."