THIRTY!!!!

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Alex's POV

I rushed to the door and opened it to see mark. I smiled widely as I saw his hair matching his shirt.

He's too adorable for his own good.

"Hey!" I said. He walked forward with a crooked smile painted on his face, giving me a hug. I loved his hugs. He wraps his arms under my arms and around my back, pulling me close. I stood a bit on my tip toes and wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders. He pulled away with a small peck on the cheek and walked into my appartment.

I smiled even more and touched the blush on my cheek.

"Come on in." I said sarcastically. He laughed and sat on my couch, me not far behind him.

•••

Me and mark sat on the couch, him with his feet propped up on my coffee table and mine sprawled across his lap. We sat there and just joked around a bit, laughing and me basically hitting him repeatedly for telling dirty jokes.

"Hey Mark." I asked as one of my favorite jokes came to mind. He smiled and turned towards me, setting his drink on my coffee table.

"What?"

"How do you make an egg roll?" I asked. His shoulders shrugged and a smile creeped to my face. "You push it!" He laughed/hissed. You could tell by the way he was covering his face and shaking his head he was super proud of me! or ashamed...

"Oh my god... Best joke ever. Ten out of ten." He said, Small spurts of laughter seeping through his words as he spoke. His hand came down and rested on my thigh.

An electric shock ran through my leg as his hand made contact with my thigh. I blushed and tried to play it off. He noticed and looked at his hand. He blushed and removed it. I felt cold away from his touch.

Laughter died down and smiles weren't on our faces anymore. I fiddled with my fingers in my lap as things got real awkward.

"Can I tell you something?"

"Can I talk to you about something?"

"You first." I said. Mark smiled and scratched the back of his neck.

"Ok. Well.." He started awkwardly. I smirked at this side of him. I always see him as a stern guy with a few inappropriate jokes thrown in here and there. But this was a whole new side of him to me. The nervous/awkward mark. I thought it was adorable. "See... The thing is... We've known each other for a few months now. And I just... I can't stop thinking about you. You invade my mind when I'm working. And when I'm talking to someone I just wish that person was you. I can't think of a better way to spend time than spending it with you. I don't know what this feeling is that your making me feel but I think I seriously like you."

He sat up a bit, taking his feet off of the table and my legs fell of of his lap. He turned to me, grabbing my hands and pulling me closer. I serched his eyes for any indication that he might be joking or just being stupid. But he wasn't. He meant what he said.

"Ally?"

"You can't be." I said. His expression hardend, but his hands never left mine. I didn't mean to tell him what his emotions were. But that's what it sounded like, and I mentally scolded myself for saying it.

"But I like you a lot."

"No you don't." And for some reason I really didn't believe he could possibly like me. Or love me! We're complete opposites...

"Stop trying to change my mind, Alex!" He said lifting our hands and spamming them down for emphasis. "I love you! I love you more than... Than space! I-I... Please... Just..." He didn't know what to say. He was stuttering and losing his thought. But no matter how lost he was he didn't break the eye contact. Showing me he really loved me.

He even said he loved me more than space! That's pretty intense! He once came over to see me and we had a three hour conversation about space... I've never wanted to punch him in the face more in my life.

"Ally... I love you..." He whispered.

I know I told him I love him before. But now that I really think about it, this is going really fast. It was the same thing with Matt. We met offline and told each other we loved each other that day. I don't want to go down that rabbit hole again.

This is going too fast...

"I love you too."

Way too fast...

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