Love and Trust (Camila/You)

7.

Camila's POV

I watched Y/n as she disappeared into the studio. I was frozen in place. I felt so terrible for doing her like that. I really didn't. The look she gave me broke my heart. But I had to say it.

Austin had asked me out again, and management wouldn't let me say no. They said I had to make it all look convincing. The only ones who should know that it was a fake relationship were the girls, management, Austin and me.

Everyone has to think its real. Even our families. All because I was caught kissing Y/n's cheek a few days ago when we went out for pizza and cuddling with her when we made a video.

It was Camren all over again. The fans were shipping me with her and management didn't want word to get out that I was gay.

But because of them, I lost the most important person in my life.

I felt an arm wrap around my shoulders and looked over to see Lauren giving me a look of sympathy.

"You okay?" she asked quietly. I shrugged.

"It's just how it has to be, I guess," I said looking down.

"It'll work out, don't worry, Camz," Lauren said, squeezing my shoulder reassuringly.

"I hope so," I mumbled.

"Lo! Mila! Hurry up or we'll be late!" Ally shouted from the van.

"We're coming, Alls!" Lauren shouted to her girlfriend, then she looked at me,"Let's go before mom scolds us."

I laughed.

"You're dating yet you still call her mom. Isn't that weird for you?"

"No, because to me she's not 'mom' she's 'mami' and I'm 'papi'," Lauren winked as she turned and walked towards the van.

It took me a moment to process what she said. I stood there, brows furrowed trying to think. But then I finally got it.

"Oh my god!!! Gross, Lauren!" I shouted as I ran to the van. Lauren laughed as she climbed inside and I followed after her, sitting in the middle row beside her and Ally. I punched her shoulder.

"That's disgusting!"

"What she say?" Dinah asked from the back row.

"Nothing!" Lauren and I shouted in unison, Lauren laughing and me looking disgusted.

I just found out my band mom and best friend had a weird mother and father kink. I felt like my innocence had just withered away.

The car ride to the studio was silent.We were all tired and all we wanted to do was relax. The van stopped outside the studio and we all piled out and walked inside. I pulled out my phone and opened the messages between Y/n and I. Nothing. She hasn't texted me.

Me: Pls. Just here me out. You don't understand how much I need you. Can't we be friends?

Y/n: No, you have Austin as your friend. Enjoy.

Me: Y/n. Please.

Y/n: Stop texting me Camila.

My heart broke when she sent my name. No nickname, just my name. I put my phone back in my bag and sat on the ground to stretch. Sean wasn't here yet so we all took it upon ourselves to prepare for hours of work.