People say things happen for a reason. Everything is meant for something. Everyone has someone in stored for them to have. We are lucky to live, as what some say. Many people have never got the chance to experience to live or even had the privilege to see this world we are living in right now.
But right now, I am not sure what to feel. What am I supposed to feel now that you are gone? You're gone.
Should I be happy because I know you're much happier where you are now? But how am I able to cope up when I feel so lost without you here?
You were there when I felt everything is not working out. You were my feet when I fell down. You were my hand when I didn't want to hold on anymore. You were my strength when I felt weak. We are like peanut butter and jelly, we compliment each other. We are the light in each other's darkness.
And I would kill just to have you again.
I know you're happy with her, she brings you the kind of happiness I lack to give. She probably gives you a lot more than what I gave you. And I hope I gave you what you deserve and maybe, just maybe I'd still have you here.
And now you're gone, who am I to complain? No one is at fault. No one is to blame. No one wanted this. But I do regret not having you here. I should've told you how much I love you and care for you and maybe, just maybe I'd regret less. Is it wrong to hope you're back in my arms? Is it wrong to hope to hear you say my name, one last time? Is it wrong to have you back?
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