Surfacing

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Do you ever feel like you're drowning but you're not under water? Like no matter what you try, you just can't seem to reach the surface? Welcome to my emotional hell.

Only those who are very close to me know my story, well most of it. Some of it I can't even work out myself. All I know is that if I don't sort this out, i'll lose what's left of me for good.

For now, i'll carry on like the good laugh everyone always takes me for, cracking jokes, goofing about....I won't let them see i'm breaking inside, I can't, for fear it will truly happen on the outside with no hope of ever recovering....

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