A mark

Chapter one: she is gone

Why does this always happen to me I always feel as if I can't love any one because once I do they leave me. I don't mean leave me and move away I mean go to the other side.
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"Please say she will be okay, please" I begged the doctors.
"She has cancer and the longest we can say she will be here is at the most a week" the doctor said as if it was the easiest thing on earth," she have cancer for a long time-"
I cut the doctor off "how could you say that as if it was so easy like it was telling someone they could have something, do you realize that this is the last one of my family members alive! To add on to that your telling me she will die in a week! Then you tell me as if it's no big deal when it is my world, my family!"
"I know you your having a hard time Miss.Walker. We will do all we can to help her become well" he said as he exited the hospital room doors
I cried myself to sleep. I woke up in the hospital by my grandma's side. A doctor walked in and told me she was dead. I cried so hard I couldn't cry anymore, my eyes were red and puffy. I went home and called my best friend Allie
"Hey Allie would you be able to come over to my house I have some bag news and I can't talk about it over the phone" I said into the phone
"Yah be over in 5" she said into the phone. I knew she was going to be there in 5 because she always was even though she was at school. I didn't go today but I will tomorrow.

I heard a knock at my door, I opened it knowing it would be Allie. Right as I opened the door Allie pulled me into a tight hug. She didn't even ask a single thing she just knew if I couldn't talk about it over the phone something important was up and she also brought ice cream. I started to cry.
"Allie she's dead, she's never coming back. Allie what do I do. I can't live like this." I cried harder.
"Hey JJ you can get through it I know how strong you are. Now let's go watch a movie and talk about something other than that." She said walking me to the couch with the tv. We pulled out the ice cream and began watching she's the man.
I woke up the next morning and Allie wasn't there she told me she had to get home. My head was pounding. I took a Advil and got ready for school.