Journal of a Tru Friend

i am an idiot

She is everywhere I go 

Everyone I see 

Winter's gone and I still can't sleep 

And Summer's on the way 

At least that's what they say 

But these clouds won't leave

Walk away 

I'm barely breathing 

As I'm lying on the floor 

Take my heart 

As you're leaving 

I don't need it anymore

This is the memory 

This is the curse of having 

Too much time to think about it 

It's killing me 

This is the last time 

This is my forgiveness 

This is endless

Now spring has brought the rain 

But I still see your face 

And I can not escape the past 

Creeping up inside 

Reminding me that I 

Can never bring you back

This is the memory 

This is the curse of having 

Too much time to think about it

It's killing me 

This is the last time 

This is my forgiveness 

This is endless

This is endless [3x] 

Someone help me 

'Cause the memory 

Convinced itself to tear me apart 

And it's gonna succeed before long

This is the memory 

This is the curse of having 

Too much time to think about it 

It's killing me 

This is the last time 

This is my forgiveness 

This is endless