Today is one of those days that your not sure if you did the right thing or the wrong thing. It's one of those days that makes you feel like the entire world is pitted against you and love just won't come anywhere near you. That's the first day of school for me.
today's song: Hospital for Souls- BMTH
And then I found out how hard it is to really change
Even hell can get comfy once you've settled in
I just wanted the numb inside of me to leave
No matter how f*cked you get, it's always there when you come back down
The funny thing is, all I ever wanted, I already had
There's glimpses of heaven in every day
In the friends that I have, the music I make
The love that I feel, I just had to start again
The days are a death wish
A witch hunt for an exit
I am powerless...
The fragile, the broken
Sit in circles and stay unspoken
We are powerless...
Because we all walk alone on an empty staircase
Silent halls and nameless faces
I am powerless...
Everybody wants to go to heaven
But nobody wants to die
I can fear death no longer
I've died a thousand times
A wasteful universe
And we don't know ourselves
There's emptiness inside our heads
But no one dares to dwell
Throw me to the flames!
Watch me burn!
Set my world ablaze!
Watch me burn!
How are we on a scale of one to ten?
Could you tell me, what you see?
Do you wanna talk about it?
How does that make you feel?
Have you ever took a blade to your wrists?
When you've been skipping meals
We're gonna try something new today
How does that make you feel?
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
In this hospital for souls
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
In this hospital for souls
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me
In this hospital for souls
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me burn
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me burn
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me burn
In this hospital for souls
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me burn
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me burn
Hold me close, don't let go, watch me burn
In this hospital for souls
