Craving || Niam

the problem.

Chapter 3

Liam

"why are you really here?" I ask as Cheryl, my wife, straddles my waist, tangling her long, gross fingers in my hair. "I'm here because I work here. I wasn't lying to you, darling.. I'd never lie to you." she presses her hand against my crotch, causing a man to escape my lips. "we can't have sëx in my room.. I have another class next." I growled through gritted teeth.

she gets off of my lap with a sigh. "right. have a nice day then, Mr.Payne." she sends me a smirk before turning around, walking out of the classroom as I roll my eyes. I turn forward in my desk, only to hear a knock from the wooden frame. "what do you want now?" I immediately regret my annoyed tone when I see Niall.

"sorry, Mr.horan.." I apologize as he steps up to me with a frown. "its fine. I was gonna ask if you could help me study in Chemistry? I'm in the honors class and its kinda difficult." a gentle smile formed on my lips as I looked at him.

"it'd be an honor to help." he chuckles while looking down. "good.. can you help me during lunch?" I nodded. "sounds like a plan." he smiles and rubs his bare arm. "well I'll see you then, Mr.Payne." he then turns his heel and walks out. I bite my lip as I stare at his bottom as he leaves, groping myself when he leans down to grab a pencil.

I quickly move my hand when I see someone coming in, coughing quietly as I grab my own pencil to write something down.

I honestly need to relax with this new problem. I can't do anything with this poor boy because he's too sweet, too innocent to be hurt by a man like me. I couldn't live with myself if I hurt this boy who doesn't deserve to be hurt. he's been hurt enough by his bullies so hurting him even more would make him do drastic things that shouldn't be mentioned.

I feel someone tap my shoulder, so I turn to the person who did it and see a young woman, a student, standing there with a smirk placed on her face. "hi, Mr.Payne.." she greeted, eyes bulging out a bit as her cleavage is showing way too much. "hi, who are you?" I ask while scooting back a bit to get away from her.

"I'm Sophia. Sophia Smith. I'd really like some help with Chemistry.." she says. biting her lip afterwards. "I'm sorry. I can't help you today. I already have a student who I'm working with and he deserves to have some assistance for what he's going through. maybe tomorrow?" she shakes her head.

"how about after school? teachers usually stay to help students anyway so, is that an okay deal?" I sigh, but nod. "that's okay with me. but only for an hour. I need to get back home so I can deal with something." she grins. "I understand. can't wait for later." sending a wink, she then turns around and walks toward her seat.

why did she have to be so close and sexual? right, because I'm attractive. but I'm definitely not attracted to her. she doesn't seem like the perfect fit to me, not my type as you may say. niall is just really different, since he's a boy, and he just sends me this great vibe and spark that I can't get enough of.

the bell rings which signals everybody to sit down so I can then start this class period. I stand up and stand tall at the board as I scan the room, seeing a few empty seats which makes me frown. "I am certain that students sit in those seats, who are they?" the students look back, turning back to me with annoying looks.

"zayn, harry and louis sit there." a guy said with an annoyed tone. "so you don't like them either?" everyone shakes their heads. "they're such..- "assholes." I finish for the guy. "yes." he agrees with a chuckle, everyone smiling.

"you're cool, Mr.Payne." he says before everyone nods again, making my heart beat quicker. "thank you. I appreciate that. but let's start class, yeah?" I end with a nod, turning towards the board to write something down.

Niall

I sit in the courtyard with a frown plastered on my face, thoughts swarming around rapidly in my head. "why is Mr.Payne so sweet?" I ask to myself, since I think out loud, which is something I should really stop, but I'm too honest of a person so, its okay.

"I mean, some of the other teachers are sweet but he's really sweet.. and not ugly to be honest." I chuckle to myself. "its like he came from another world or something.. somewhere far far away where they make the best humans alive.." I sigh. "but that's not true. he was probably just born sweet.. and crazy hot.." I feel my cheeks get hot.

"he was really eye-fücking me in class, maybe he wants me? nah.. nobody wants me." I start to pout. "but maybe he does.. he was way too sweet with me and the way he looked at me when I left, god.. he wants me, he really does.

but I don't want him. I'll get him in trouble and he's married, which could ruin the marriage if I do something with him and he/she finds out.. plus, he may not even be gay, Bi or pan.

I'm gay myself so it makes this a bit nice if he were to be. but he's probably Bi. I shouldn't care too much though, I don't want to ruin his life." I then gulp down some water from my bottle before laying down in the flowers.

"I'm not good enough for anyone and I never will be. I'll have to face the fact that I'm ugly.. like how zayn, louis and harry said.." a shaky sigh leaves my lips before I start to cry softly. "I can't deal with not being wanted here..

but those people in class today clearly wanted to help me so.. maybe there's hope." after my words, I hear someone walking towards me, so I flip over and see my crush, my sweet sweet crush. "what're you doing here..?" he smiles and crouches down in front of me.

"well in class yesterday, I couldn't help but stare at you and.. I've wanted to talk with you for a while.. so I'm here and.." I smile. "and what?" he blushes and grabs my hand softly.

"will you go out with me?"

A/N:

I wonder who that could be. hehe.
don't kill me for the things that happen in this book.
you decided to read this so you'll feel anger and sadness soon :)
remember that I love you all and I hope you enjoyed!
so until the next chapter, much love <3