Craving || Niam

my craving

Chapter 17

Niall

liam had driven us home after depositing Luke's body in a river and I'm ansty because of how angered and stressed he looks. he didn't look at me at all during the whole ride and its made me quite nervous because this new liam has just sprouted, this scary liam.

he's said nothing ever since we left Luke's place and I don't know what he'll do next. he insisted that I should just leave him be unless he wants something from me, but I don't believe that. he really loves me, I know that, so I know that he would want to see me every second that he can.

we've made it back to the house and all I'm doing is staring at liam from the side of his head. "can you please just talk to me.." he sighed. "just go to my room, niall.." I wanted to reach out and touch his arm, but he seems to be upset now so I don't and just obey him.

I walk to his room after leaving the car and slipping off my shoes at the entrance of the house, sitting down on his bed after opening his door. waiting patiently, I play with my thumbs as I sit at the end of the bed where the pillows are, my knees touching my chest.

when liam does come in the room though, he sits down next to me after stripping off his clothes, leaving on his boxers and socks. I look at him with sad eyes as he sits there with a clenched jaw.

"what's wrong, liam- daddy, sorry.." he shakes his head. "just call me Li, Niall.." I smiled gently before scooting closer to him. "why are you all upset? you were just all angry and fumed up.." he shook his head.

"I'm upset because I killed someone.. I was so fücking upset because I knew that he wanted you even though he had a husband.. I just like you so damn much and you're my craving, my life source.. you make me feel alive and loved and all bubbly inside with how adorable you are.." I couldn't help but blush really hard from his words.

"well that's really sweet of you, li.." he smirked a bit. "yeah, yeah I know.. I'm sorry for pulling your hair from before.. I hope I didn't hurt you, I was just pissed, as you could tell.." I touched his arm, making his sad eyes look into mine.

"I know that and I'm sorry for what happened.. you couldn't control yourself because your feelings for me.. but violence is never the answer.." he nodded. "I know that, of course.. I just don't want to lose you, ni.." my blush deepens.

"I don't want to lose you either, li.." I lean in close and peck his lips. "now since I'm your craving, can you please make me some tacos and give me a foot rub?" he pushes me playfully and softly. "hell no.." I frowned.

"I'm just kidding, love." he then placed a kiss to my forehead before getting up from the bed. "thank you, li." he nodded as he walked out of the room with a big grin on his face.

my phone then buzzes on the side table before I pick it up, noticing that louis has texted me.

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From Louis:

niall! are you okay? I heard that liam did something and I'm just making sure that you're alive and well.. are you?

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I chuckled.

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