Josh's POV
I walked down into the kitchen to see everyone talking and laughing whilst eating chicken. I made eye contact with Lucy's but she quickly turned away, I had to tell her the truth but she was never alone for me to.
"Penny for your thoughts?" I turned to see Tobi looking at me with confusion on his face and a penny in his hand.
"Heh, just tired mate." I told him before attempting to change the topic but Tobi wasn't letting it go. He grabbed me and pulled me into the Green screen room.
"Now, tell me. What's up?" He asked with true sincerity in his eyes.
"Nothing I swear..." I lied straight through my teeth. I knew it was wrong but I couldn't tell him. He wouldn't believe me. All of a sudden, he pushes me against the wall. His hands pinning my arms above my head, his hazelnut eyes staring deep into mine.
I couldn't help myself. All of a sudden I smacked my lips against his. He was bewildered, but then started to push back. After what seemed like minutes he pulled away and looked deep in my eyes.
"No one can know about this... No one!" He shouted at me before saying bye to everyone. He slammed the door as he left. Did I just make the biggest mistake of my life, or the best?
Simon's POV
I heard the front door slamming, indicating Tobi had left. He looked pissed, as in angry as he said bye to us all. I noticed Josh had left and hadn't been back for a while. I walked around the house looking for him, the last room I checked was the green room where I found him sitting by the wall, knees by his head. He looked up as he heard me enter, I saw his eyes were desperate and destroyed. It was obvious that he had been crying, his eyes were red and puffy. I sat next to him for a few minutes with my arm around his shoulder, not expecting for him to say anything.
"I kissed him, f ucks sake I kissed him." Josh said, slamming him fist on the ground beside him. I didn't even flinch. I know Josh so well he wouldn't hurt a fly, even in his temper moments. "What do I do Si?" He asked me, with tears brewing in his eyes again.
I am the only person who knows about Josh being gay. He has been for a long him, since he dumped Sharon. She cheated on him with many others but he felt as if he was cheating on her, since he didn't love her by the end. Josh told me all about his feeling when he was drunk, wasting away after the break up.
"Who? Tobi?" I asked. He looked up at me with eyes as wide as puppies, I felt so sorry for him. "Dude I'm sorry.."
"But the worst thing is Si," he said looking into my eyes "he kissed me back."
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