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I swiftly climbed the stairs of his mansion shouting his name. Thank goodness his family was away so they couldn’t see me in this state. It would have been a very difficult task to hold in my already out of control anger in front of the very people who were the reason behind my action.
“Suho! Suho!” I walked into his bedroom but he wasn’t there. I stormed out and attacked the first maid I saw, “Where is he?”
She pointed in the direction of his library and I walked angrily in that direction. I could no longer hold my tears in. I couldn’t do it any longer. Today, I was breaking up with him! For too long I have had to put up with this, but what I saw in the news this morning plus his mom confirmation text were my final straw.
“Suho!” But my anger vanished the moment I saw his state. He looked terrible, the dark circles under his eye told me he was sleep deprived. I wanted to rush out to him and hug him, telling him everything will be fine though the both of us will know that was a lie. Everything was not going to be okay. My life was never going to be the same again. I had made a mistake by falling in love with the man standing before me.
We stood there, staring intensely at each other. The look in his eyes was sad and I could clearly see unshed tears in there. He was equally hurt. I took a step forward but halted. If I was going to break up with him, I had to stand faraway. Being too close to him will ruin everything and if he just touch me, I will never want to leave his side.
How was I supposed to live without him? He had changed my entire world with his love care and affection but it all didn’t matter now.
I cleared my throat and in a quivering voice said, “We have to break up.” He didn’t look surprise, he was expecting this. We both knew it would have come to this but what hurt me the most was the way our relationship had escalated over the past few months.
I could feel the gravitational pull towards him as he held my gaze, his eyes not wavering at all; but I knew I had to be strong to withstand his charms.
When he didn’t reply I continued, “Why? Why would you string me along if you knew you were going to get engaged to someone else?” My voice broke as I completed my question and tears flowed freely down my face.
“Don’t,” I said as he tried walking towards me. He was crying too and it shattered my already fragile heart to see him this way. “There’s nothing we can do about it now. Your parents finally won. Bye Suho.”
My eyes were blinded with tears as I walked out of his library, where we had had many lovely moments in the past few months. It was over now, like a dream. My dream was over and I was back to reality. No matter what, his parents will never accept me because of my background.
I was not from a wealthy family and to make things even worse I was not Korean hence if their son married me, they wouldn’t be getting pure grandbabies.
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I tossed and turn in my bed. My heart was burning with pain and my mind kept overflowing with the sweet memories, making me cry even harder. I picked my phone and dialled bff/n’s number, when she answered I couldn’t speak. I just cried into the phone.“What’s wrong?” She questioned as I continue crying. “Talk to me please,” I heard her voice falter.
“He’s gone,” I said between sobs, “I lost him. My Suho. I lost my Suho.”
“I will be on the first flight to Seoul tomorrow,” I could hear her get out of bed, “Please hold on until I get here. Don’t try hurting yourself, we love and still need you around for about a hundred more years.”
I smiled through my tears and ok was all I could come up with. But that smile disappeared the moment I dropped the call.
Just this morning I was a happy lady but my world had turned upside down with the news of his engagement on tv and the text message from his mom informing me of the engagement that had taken place the night before. She told me they had left Suho alone at home and I could go see him one last time. His parents didn’t hate me but just wanted what they thought was best for their son and I totally understood. They were good people but I wished they could see how much their son meant to me.
The person I wanted to hate was Suho. He had strung me around like a puppet. Our relationship has never been a smooth one. We had hidden it from his parents for about a year and when they finally found out it became even more difficult because they weren’t fans of our ship.
But in the past three months, we had had what I thought was a breakthrough. We dated openly and his parents stopped interfering. I got to visit his home for the first since we started dating and was allowed to visit as frequently as I wanted. He had showered me with so much gifts I didn’t know what to do with half of them. He renovated my home bought me a new car, changed my entire wardrobe, transferred a huge amount of money into my account, etc.
I was confused at that point but now the reason was crystal clear. That was his guilt-free pass, he knew he was getting engage to someone. Getting over him will be tough especially in my house because almost everything there was given to me by him.
I felt used and the hurt badly stung my heart. The suffering became unbearable causing my mind to snap.
I reached for my phone and dialled his number, I was calling him to come and get his freaking car, freaking clothes and freaking everything. And oh yeah, he was going to undo the freaking renovation on my house! I was mad! The anger clouded my sense of reasoning.
But my heart stopped, I heard it broke as it shattered into a million pieces giving way to an endless river of tears when I heard, the number you have dialled is no longer in use.To be continued...........
Guys, can we take a moment and appreciate the beauty that is Suho!! Junmyeon is the full package. I mean he is sweet, beautiful, has some seroius killer abs and lets not forget he's *whisper shouting* rich! Yea dont forget his money. XDXD
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