My Cold Hearted Life (Urban)

May 2nd

Dear Diary,

This morning Marco had called , waking me up . He asked if he could take me to breakfast at iHop and when I said yes he told me he would pick me up in an hour. I got up and got dressed excited for my first date. I knew the day would warm up so I wore my maxi dress. Before I left I cooked my mother and brother some scrambled eggs, sausage and biscuits and left it on the table for them to eat when they finally woke up.

Marco called to let me know he was outside.I was glad he was 5 minutes early because i couldn"t wait to see him. He started driving and he told me how amazing I looked. I usually don't dress up or take pride in how I look but I'm glad I did.

When we got inside we took our seat and ordered our drinks. We sat and talked about what looked good on the menu and we decided on what we were each going to get. We talked about our selves and what we wanted in life. It was kind of crazy because we both wanted the same thing out of life which was to be happy and have someone to love us.

When the food came we noticed we had chose different items on the menu. He asked if I want any of his food and I said sure. I tried to take the food off his plate but he insisted on feeding me. He asked for some of mines and we ended up feeding each other. We looked one another in the eyes and it all seemed perfect. We continued to feed each other until it was all gone and then ordered dessert and shared that also. After finishing dessert he leaned in and kissed me. I know that this was my first kiss but I believe it can't get any better. His lips were soft and moist and tasted sweet from the dessert we had just got done eating. When we pulled away from the kiss I blushed as he smiled at me. The waiter came to our table and asked if we we ready for the bill so Marco paid for it and we headed to his car.

We decided we were going over to LP's house so we can hang out. When we got inside LP smiled and welcomed us inside.

"How are you to love birds doing ?" LP asked. I was decided not to respond because Marco might think that I am telling everyone that we're a couple when were not yet.

"Good." Marco said about 30 seconds later. It made me blush to know that he liked me and would probably consider having a relationship with me.

I handed LP the profit I had made selling and he gave me my share. Him and I talked about the offer he gave me and I told him I would try it out and see how things go. Since Cinco De Mayo is in 2 days I know people definitely trying to get turnt up which makes business even better for me.

He handed me the supply of weed and hookahs and we made our way to the living room with Marco and everyone else. When I got close to Marco he pulled me close to him and kissed me on the cheek.

"I missed you already" He whispered in my ear. All I could think is wow this guy really likes me. I hope he is the one. I started to sit in the seat next to him but he decided to put me on his lap."I missed you too," I replied putting my arms around his neck and he just held me.

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Hours had passed and it was about 9 at night and we were still at LP's place rolling up. I try not to smoke all the time since I sell loud but when it's offered I don't resist it and at his house they always smoking that loud.

Marco took at pull from the blunt a few times and seductively licked his lips after. "Wanna hit this babe," he asked. I was to busy staring at his lips to notice he was talking to me. "Babe?"

"Ya?" I said being snapped out of my thoughts.

"You good ma ?"

"Ya"

"Wanna hit this?" he said with the most sexiest smile I've ever seen on spread across his face.

"Ima virgin"