A Twist Of Fate Confuddles Flash And Distorts Zoom

Flash:2nd November 1976

Dear diary,

Honestly,I don't know why I sent that note.Sometimes I regret it but overall I am slightly happy with the outcome.I think I just needed to let it all out you know.All my feeling in a jail in side my heart therefore,I knew I just had to release them
.After I sent the note I ran home hoping I had seen Zoom for the last time .Unfortunately,I hadn't.Later that night,a knock on the door woke me from my sleep .Getting up groogy,I saw Zoom standing outside my door calmly (for once).A note in his hand made my heart pound like a dooming drum.

Before I was at Zoom,he started to speak."I thought you were mean but I have realised you are not ," he whispered weary."I can't get to sleep,you saved my life and asked for nothing in return," he continued.I couldn't believe this. Finally meeting my eyes,his speech finished-"but that does not mean I will do nothing in return," By now ,I was confused.I was not minorly confused but entirely confused."Sooooo," I replied "you want to thank me for not killing you by doing something in return,"
.Awkwardly,I was now drumming my fingers on the side of my thigh."Yes" he confirmed when his eyes lit up and sang with joy."Yes I want to take you shooting in the morning,".

Now you may guess where it went from there.Reluctantly, I agreed to meet him at 10am in the morning after we would get breakfast.Although it wasn't the best thing in the world, I was looking forward to it.Was I?
Only yesterday (it was 1am on the 3rd of Novenber) I was fighting him,scarring him for life with my knife and giving him every punch I could manage.What was I doing going shooting with him?Even though I knew I had made a mistake,I was still looking forward to it.I had changed.Oh dear may this change be conquered. Can it be conquered? I hope so.Wait my moto -All things could be conquered so this can be too.