Saying i love you (les twins larry bourgeois fanfic)

Saying i love you

**Prologue***

I stared up at his pouting face.it was contorted with anger.tears poured of of me like a waterfall.my thoughts were jumbled as my heart was racing.i saw his feet move.

"wait! Baby please don't go please" I begged to him falling to my knees

"Do I not mean anything to you adri.you don't say I love you back when I tell you I do.how can I live with not knowing how you really feel" he said voice thick with emotion

He touched the door knob.a sob escaped my lips and this made him look at me.a look of some kind of emotion ran threw him.

"You know how hard it is for me to say that Larry and you know this.you know how I feel it's so obvious.i want to be with you just please,don't walk out that door" I begged crawling over to him.

He pulled me to my feet.my weary knees barely held my body up straight but I took it and stood anyway.

"I ask you one more time to say I love you or I walk out that door" he said with a hard look and strained voice.

"Larry I cant" I begged holding on to his shirt

"One" he said holding up his finger

I ran a hand threw my hair.my heart is tearing,I wanted to say it so had but my mouth wouldn't move.pain filled his eyes and he opened my door.

"I leaving and when you ready to say I love you,call me" he said walking out slamming the door.

Emptiness.pure emptiness is what I feel right now.i heaved laying on the floor clutching my chest.my tears and sobs came openly now,now that I don't have him with me.i need him to hold me and tell me everything's okay when I knew it wasn't.it was only a matter of time before he got fed up with me and leave but reality hurt,hurt more than anything I've ever felt.i love him I do but I can never say it.I LOVE LARRY.why couldn't I just tell him that instead of letting him leave.my throat hurt as I took in breaths with every sob that came out my mouth.i rubbed the spot on my chest where my heart was supposed to be.its not home now,it's gone and replaced with hollowness.i need to get over this issue or my heart will be broken for a long time....

*

Waking up from the crucial position I was in had my body sore.my head throbbed,I held it as I stood up and stretched.my body ached and protested with me my whole walk to the bathroom.

The ring of my phone stopped me though.i got nothing but a bad vibe from this.i answered.

"Adri jones I'm sorry to say this but your suspended from modeling once you've settled you beef with mr.bourgeois you can resume your contract" my modeling agency said

"Alright thank you" i said

"Your welcome" he said and hung up

I sighed and went to the bathroom.i looked at my reflection and cringed.i looked towards the ceiling.

How did I get so involved with him??