You Don't Even Know

gone but not forgotten

I just cant believe liv died this is horrible. I burst in to tears in front of docter simba. I felt like I was going to be crying for the rest of my life. I was crying so hard and was practicly gasping for air at the same time. Conner must of herd me because the doctors said he would not wake up for another six days but he woke up now. Right now when I needed him most. "What's wrong" he asked whith sympathy and worry in his voice. The docter filled him in on the information about livs death and then the docter left.

Then we got a visitor. It was josh. "Oh darling are you ok" josh said. Josh do I look ok... get out! I knew that he was upset he hurt me but I did not care one bit I was in alot of pain, it was his fault and my best friend just died. And on top of all that I hadn't even thought that by now the blossem is destroyed.

I had to get a surgery in 8 minutes on my femur and dentin.
Conner was gone to get a surgery on his tracia and then get a X ray on the rest of his respiratory system. When it was time for my surgery my surgeon Janet maggli put me in a wheelchair because I was still not able to move much. Dr. Maggli wheeled me into the "examination room" where there is bone tools and an exray. About a week later after what seemed like a billion tests and surgeries me and conner could finally get out of the hospital. Although Dr . simba recommend physical therapy.

It was 9:30am on a sunday and I was miserable. I could almost walk but I was not ready for that yet so I was still in my wheelchair. I was not miserable because I woke up early on a Sunday morning (well I was but that was not what I ment) I was miserable because today in 5 hours I had to attend liv's funeral. I didn't really want to go to the funeral but I did because she's my best friend. Me and addie are her only friends and conner is sort of her friend. Anyways me addie and conner were asked to speak at her funeral. About half an hour before the funeral conner came to my house to wheel me of to the funeral home. Conner could walk but he walked with a limp. Conner came to my door and rang the doorbell and my 19 year old brother Bryson opened the door. You see when I was 13 my father was killed as he fought for in the war when I was 15 my mother was murdered in Walmart so me Bryson daxton and Michelle lived alone with each other. On my 17th birthday Bryson moved out and I took care of he kids. "Who are you" Bryson asket conner. Bryson was the overprotective kind of brother, expesoly since the accident. I wheeld myself out of the front door completely ignoring Bryson and we left as fast as possible.

When we got to the funeral home, the first thing my eyes directed to was liv's lifeless body in the dark brow cophen. Conner and I went towards the body. I didn't even completely look at her before I was choking back tears, my eyes suddenly felt to burn. Then before I knew it I practically erupted into tears and emotion. Conner pushed me beside him in the chairs were the preist man talked about liv as if they were best friends. It was my time to talk before I knew it the sad thing is, I completely ignored addies speech while I was drowning in sorrow. Conner pused ms up to the stand thingy. Now it was time to begin my speech. "Liv was my best friend, she was smart beautiful and kind. When I was in the hospital I thought that that was the most painful time I would experience, but I was wrong. Liv may be gone but she will never be forgotten. I held back the tears and it felt like sombody had their hands around my throat. Conner brung me back were we were sitting and it was conners turn to speak. "I honestly hardly knew a bit abot olivia but from what I hear she was amazing. It's hard to say something nice when you don't know anything so for liv "the blossem" is beind reboilt with everything including the big tree, pretty flowers and little brown rabbits.

I was so happy conner was getting us the blossem back.