You Don't Even Know

im living it again

I did not know what to think but as soon as I saw addies blood flowing through the water I fainted. When I woke up I herd police sirens and I was no longer sitting on addies bed I was laying on addies couch and conner was being practicly intarigated aside me by police and family members. I noticed some guy bringing in some of addie. Then passed out again

It was almost a week later and it was my 19th birthday I was going to have a birthday party but I was just to depressed. They also weren't having a funeral for addie wich I thought was just plain dumb. Not to long after we were informed about the whole no funeral thing I realized I just living the whole thing again. Being so upset that my best friend died, wanting to curl up in a ball and cry for the rest of my life. But then somthing happened. I found out somthing far different from anything that happend when liv died.

I had been feeling sick for a while so I went to a docter. Now my life will never be the same. I was pregnant. When the docter asked who the father was I said conner that was the truth. "How do you know its him, you don't know for sure do you? Asked docter.apple "well I had only been with to guys him and josh and me and josh broke up almost a year ago. I replied. "Well I think the safe thing to do would be to do some tests" said the doctor. I just agreed with him until I was aloud to leave. I had no idea what to do I was going to be a mother. What if conner didn't want to be involved with the baby? What if there will be a miscarriage. I didn't know what to do or what to think but I knew I had to tell conner.

That evining I went to conners house. I walked up to his door and rang the doorbell. His little sister brilee opend the door. " hi kayla are you looking for conner? "Yeah is he here" "yeah I'll go get him for you" brilee ran up stairs and I sat on the couch while I waited for conner I watched micky mouse with their 2 year old brother Ryder.

Finally conner came down. "Whats up" he asked " conner this is really serious, sit down." "Kayla you're making me nervous are you ok whats rong" "Conner I'm pregnant" "whith my baby" he asked me. " yea im a mothef and your a father but you don't have to be involved with the baby if you don't want to. "Kayla will you marry me" "what" " will you marry me" he PROPOSED to me. And I said yes