You Don't Even Know

ugh wrk

Now I said it was work but im 8 months pregnant so I did not have do do much work. Anyways conner and bryson are furnishing the twins room's. The rooms were painted and now all that we needed was for the furniture to be put in and we were good to go.

That night around 5:00 pm the rooms were ready. They were so cute. Logans room was painted blue with his crib in the corner. The bedding in the crib was light blue and had winnie the pooh on it. Next to the crib was his white dresser. On the dresser was an assortment of baby toys. In the other corner of the room was his change table. The change table was very fancy. You could lift up the part were you put the baby and there was a small storage area thing with diapers, wipes and that creamy stuff. Alongside the wall there is stuffed animals and toys and in the middle of the room ther is a baby play mat. Haileys room is set up the exact same way. Only its pink.

We had just finished dinner and I was doing the dishes with daxton when my house phone rang. I picked up the phone and it was ashley. She sounded just like I did when addie and liv died. "Oh my god ashley what's wrong" I asked with sincere worrie. " I lost the baby. Benjamin died in my stomach do to somthing being wrong with my pancreas but im not diabetic and the docters are still trying to figure out exactly what is wrong with my pancreas". She said pausing every 15 seconds to cry. "It will be ok. I don't exactly know what to say, what can I do to help you do you want me to get something for you" "no I just don't understand why it had to be him why couldn't it have just happend to me" "ashley no dont say that. I know hes gone he will always be in your heart he will always be a huge factor in your life and you cant say it is your fault he died it's not like you tried to make him die you can still live your normal life and of course dont just forget him he is your son but because of his death dont let that ruin your life" "thank you kayla I know that I will never just stop feeling like I could have done something to prevent this from happening but I won't let it ruin my life.

She hung up and about a half hour later me and conner we're watching the TV while michelle was at her friend kirstens house and daxton was cleaning his room. We were watching how I met your uncle when I peed my self but it was only a little bit and I didn't really realize until like 14 seconds later. When I realized I got up to change my clothes as I was looking for something comfortable to wear my stomach felt tight and I had a headache. I was sure it was just nausea but then I felt excruciating pain in my stomach and pelvis and I fell on the ground and called out for conner.

Conner came in and asked what happened before I could finish a sentance he had already called an ambulance.

I was on the ambulance and marge the ambulance lady was asking me questions. "Well from the information you are giving me and from your pulse mrs Davidson your gonna have some babys. I began to cry tears of joy and tears of fear. I didn't really feel like giving birth tonight I wanted to stay home and watch how I met your uncle and watch family woman. But right now im going to have my twins.