Avery's awful love life

Chapter 4

Once my friends finally stopped teasing me when they heard about the rumor. So when they stopped I had time to go somewhat fix the rumor. My attempt to fix it didn't go so well, unfortunately the only time I saw Gavin (the rumor king) was at lunch. So during lunch I went and found Gavin and just started yelling at him and since I was so mad. I was just yelling so much I was poring my heart into everything I was saying and saying it so fast I couldn't even understand what I was saying.

So I doubt Gavin understood what I was saying he just knew I was mad and I was really only so mad because it made Conner mad since he doesn't even like me. It was kind of ridiculous how mad I was and how mad Conner was. Well eventually after about three or four days of me going and yelling/screaming at Gavin it finally got through his thick skull that he should take down the Instagram post and stop spreading the rumor.

Eventually after the rumor died down nobody remembered it thank god. Well it was about valentines day now so the school was doing a fundraiser. Where you payed a dollar and you could send a candy gram to people during first period. So you write down their first and last name (the person your sending it to) and their homeroom teacher. So I was thought it would be nice if I just sent one to Conner anonymously of course. Although somebody had a suspicion that it was me and when the teacher was calling people's names to come get their candy grams.

When the teacher called Conner's name someone or some people (I don't know for sure I was not in the room) yelled out "AVERY WEST SENT THAT ONE" and the whole class busted out laughing and yelling my name and someone even said "I bet you twenty dollars that Avery west sent that". So I had to deal with that for a week which it was horrible. Once it was over with I was just DONE I really didn't know where to go at this point. Except I once again was stupid and went and talked to him. One of the reasons that I feel like I need to talk to him and apologize more than too many times. So I went like a dummy Also I would always smile at him in the hallways hoping that some day he would smile back and then one day....... He did. I was so happy he smiled back that was right before third period and I was so happy I didn't stop smiling until sixth period.

So anyway when I went to talk to Conner (again like an idiot) I had it all planed out on what I was going to say to him. Although I seemed to have forgotten that when ever I plan what i'm going to say to him I forget all of it right when i'm supposed to say it. So I basically always have to wing it until I remember little bits and pieces of what I was going to say. Of course once I wanted to go and talk to him but I didn't have the courage so I pondered about it for a few days and I finally got the courage I did it I went up to him and spoke. Naturally once I finished talking to him I remembered everything that I was going to say before I forgot it and I didn't say about half the stuff I wanted to.

Luckily this time that I talked to him my friends were around well friend since I lost that one girl. Anyway I so after I talked to him which didn't go well is all that I'm going to say. I never seem to realize what just happened until about ten or twenty minutes after it happened and I don't know why. Although it only happens if it was really bad or really good but in this case it was really bad.