In Love with My Bestfriends Boyfriend

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🔱 Delilah's P.O.V 🔱

Two months later...

I needed a break from the stress of school so I decided to ditch last period only to catch none other then fucking Noah Lotocki under a tree behind the school where no one else ever goes. Except he had something in his hand lit.

"Aw shit. Look don't tell Jen she hates when I smoke." He coughs.

"It's all good. Can I have one?" I ask.

Noah passes me a cigarette and a lighter. I take a puff and give the lighter back to Noah and sit under the tree with him.

"So why you stressed? I know you only smoke when yours stressed." I wondered.

"Nothing. I don't wanna talk about that shit. So drop please." I hisses.

"Ok geez. Someone's on their man period."

He just glares at me. I like his face, he's so pret- STOP IT DELILAH! He's dating Jennifer. He's dating Jennifer...

We sat in silence for a while just staring up at the sky. Aw fuck it's Jen.

"What the fucking hell are you guys doing?! You know how bad that shit is for your lungs!!! That tiny piece of shit is a bloody death capsule the size of a peanut!!!" Jennifer shouts.

She goes on and on about it but it all just turns to slur until it ends by Noah planting a kiss on Jennifer's lips.

Ouch. Do you know how that feels? What it feels like to have the person you love so much kissing someone else that you love. Wait!?! Did I just say love?! No. No I didn't. I'm not in love with my Bestfriends boyfriend am I!? Well anyway it feels like my heart got ripped out of my chest by the hulk and thrown on the ground and stomped on thousands of times.

"Yeah make and interesting case there Mr. Lotocki..." Jennifer says flirtatiously planting another kiss on his lips starting what's quickly shaping up to be a hot make out session. I take a last puff of my cigarette and stomp on it. I whisper a goodbye as I can feel tears starting to swell in my eyes.

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I creep up the stairs trying not to wake up my annoying ass step farther on the couch knocked out. Probably got to drunk. AGAIN. I have no fucking clue what my mother sees in that jackass. I don't even call him dad or anything. I call him by his first name which is Jace.

He is the dad to my 8 year old sister but she wasn't even meant to happen. Mum and Jace had dated for 3 months and then the jack ass spiked her drink and made her all flirty and poof Carlie was made but the jackass ran off when she found out. He only came back a couple months after her third birthday but didn't stick around. He was on again off again with my mum for like a year before he decided to grow some balls and actually commit to being a father.

I passed Elijah's room and he was just on his ps4 playing until dawn. He's 14 by the way. I jump on my bed but fall off and make a really loud bang. Shit shit shit shit shit shit!!!! I probably walk up Jace...

"What the fuck was all the noise you piece of shit!?" Jace booms through his groggy voice.

"I-it was j-just the bed... That's all..." I stutter.

(Warning: sexual abuse ahead. I will tell you when it's ok to read. If you are you g I won't be held responsible. Yes I know it's gross if your reading it. Don't judge me. I'm weird ok?)

Jace swaggers over to me with no pants on (of course) and slaps me across the face. I feel the tears start to fall down my face. He pulls my hand towards his genital area and shouts for me to stroke it. When I don't he pushes my face closer until I can feel hairs on my noes. I try to pull my face away but he has a tight grip. I fucking hate this pig.

He jumps away when he hears the sound of my mothers keys on the door. He sprints into the bedroom room and dives under the covers but not before he gives me a nice punch in the stomach.

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I sit in the corner of the shower/tub with the cold water running. I feel so disgusting. I feel violated. I wish my mother didn't marry such a dick like Ja.. Aww fuck I can hear them doing it through the bloody wall. I try to cover my ears with my hands but I can hear my mother screaming still. Fml.

I put on my favourite pajamas and lock my bedroom door. I start to write in my diary about another sexual abuse story from my so called step father Jace. I have so many stories in just 4 years.

I decided to try and get some sleep until there was a knock on my door.

"Who is it?" I ask nervously.

"I-it's m-me Elijah. Ca-Can I come in?" Elijah stuttered.

I open the door to see my 14 year old brother with a blood nose and a massive bruise forming on his arm. (Oh yeah. Elijah gets hit too)

"Oh my god what did that dick do to you this time!?" I snarled.

I pull Elijah inside and lock the door behind him. I took him to the bathroom to clean him up as he tells me the story.

I jumped in bed and put on 'How I met Your Mother' and Elijah climbed I'm next to me. He curled up next to me and gave me a hug. We fell asleep around 11:15 without any dinner.

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Elijah and I stayed in my room until around 10:30 when we knew that Mum, Carlie and Jace  left. We ran downstairs and we made some food. My brother is like my bestfriend. My mum doesn't really treat us the same since Carlie was born and Jace came into the picture. They are the baby's. She hardly cares about us.

Elijah knows all about my feelings for Noah and I was talking to him all about what happened yesterday and what Jace did. He is so supportive. He tells me about this girl that he likes at school. I'm feeling a bit better until my heart skips a beat when I receive a message from Noah...

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