12 - What am I waiting for?

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🔱 Noah's P.O.V 🔱

I grabbed onto Delilah's wrist and spun her around so she didn't leave. I could see her eyes swelling with water and the sadness on her face.

"What I'm I waiting for!?" She said harshly.

I didn't know. Why was I getting her to stay. It's not like I can say I like her to because I don't.

I let go of Delilah's wrist and stared at her face.

"Why are you making me wait if you've got nothing to say. I'm sorry but I've got to get out of here..."

I still didn't say anything. I had no idea why I had said nothing. Why couldn't I just say words? Why am I fretting over this? I mean she's just a friend...

I gently loosened my grip from her wrist and pulled my hand into my pocket. Delilah wiped her eyes with the edge of her sleeve and gave me a puppy dog frown. She turned away slowly then pounced to the car.

My brain was scattered trying to figure out what had just happened. Replaying the moments in my mind asking questions like "are we still friends?" "Does she even still like me after tonight?" I couldn't seem to bring myself to attempt to figure out why I was so distraught over a fight. I mean it's not like we are dating.

All of the sudden there was a knock at the door. I ran towards it thinking it was Delilah.

'Hey babe'

Jennifer.

'Hi'

She lent in for a kiss but I kinda shrugged it off as I'm still contemplating what had happened.

'What's wrong babe? Does someone need a little cheering up?' She said with a smirk.

I was pushed up against the wall as Jennifer planted soft kisses all over my face and my neck. She gently moved her hands under my shirt tracing over my abs and pecks.

'No Jennifer. I'm not ready...' I said softly

'Well when you be ready!? You were like this last time we were together! We dated for months and not once did we get past third base! What's the deal!? Are you a Virgin? Are you gay!?'

'Jen we legit got back together today! I'm not obliged to have sex with you! I'm not gay!'

'Well then prove it!'

Jennifer practically throws her face into mine. This time there was more passion and was more tender. She ripped off her shirt and pulled me to the couch. She sat on top of me and played with my hair.

I sat up slowly and pushed her onto the couch without words. I stood up from the couch and passed her shirt back to her and muttered

'I think you should leave...'

'Your really just gonna turn me down?! How gay can you be?!'

I hugged my shoulders and showed her to the door. I had no idea why I was so upset over Delilah but I wouldn't have sex with Jennifer anyway because I'm not ready, not after what happened at the old school...

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Hola children. So sorry for not posting in a while. I just wanted to get out a little filler chapter. Hope you enjoy. Love you!!! 💞✨🤘🏻😘

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