Gerard Way Imagines

Imagine 8

"Y/N, please listen to me." Gerard said to you, the concern flooding his voice on the phone.

"I can't take it anymore. I don't want to do it anymore!" You screamed at him.

"Sugar, I know how rough everything is for you right now. Please don't say that. I can't live without you. I'll be right over. Do not hurt yourself." He said and hung up the phone.

You sat crying in the middle of your empty apartment. You couldn't take it anymore. Your dad just left you alone again, your mom was dead, the bullies at school were getting worse, and you didn't see the point of living anymore.

You heard a knock on your door followed by a voice.

"Y/N? It's Gerard. Please open the door, sweetheart." He said with his gentle, caring voice.

You got up and opened the door revealing your boyfriend standing there. He wrapped his arms around your waist and hugged you. 

"I love you." He said to you.

You two walked inside and he sat you down on the floor.

"Y/N, please try to calm down. I know it's hard to, with your anxiety...but, i'm here. Nothing will happen as long as i'm with you." He said rubbing your shoulder. 

You kept crying. He was staring at your arms. You had scars everywhere and most of them, were bleeding still.

"Y/N. What did I say about hurting yourself? Honey, this isn't good. You're beautiful, please stop." He said to you.

He got up and walked to the medicine cabinet in the kitchen. He came back with bandage wrap and started wrapping up your arms.

"This should help. Tell me if it's too tight, Sugar." He said to you.

You looked up at him with tears in your eyes.

He cupped your face with his hand and rubbed your cheek with his thumb.

"Y/N, I need you to listen to me. I need you to realize that nothing is worth hurting yourself over. Do you understand me? You're too incredibly beautiful, kind, and intelligent to do this to yourself. No one should ever feel this way about themselves. Life is a gift, all though it may not seem like it, it is. Please don't take it away. There are so many things you won't be able to do, if you choose to take your life. I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure you never feel this way again." He said to you. You started crying even more.

You weren't crying because you were sad, you were crying because of the way he treated you. If you had anything good in your life, it was him.

He leaned in and kissed you. You knew you had to stay now. He loved you and you loved him.

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Sorry if this sucks. I'm in study hall again.

I'll update soon.

Bye, Killjoys!

~Theatre_Geek_👏🏻